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What Have You Done During A Blackout Or Where Have You Ended Up?

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being an irresponsible drug user i've experieced my fair share of backouts, many of them being quite crazy. how i now what i did while blacked out usually comes from a friend or girlfriend or bartender or hooker telling me.

even though most of my bigger blackouts are thanks to GABAergics(benzos, alcohol, barbs, quaaludes) or mixing opiates and GABAergics, i've blacked out on many other substances.

heres a few things i've ended up doing during a blackout:

~hit on to my English teacher in school(she was hot) while under the influence of heroin and secobarbital

~wandered out of school during lunch while on LSD and quaaludes and walked to a nearby McDonalds and went into the ball pit in the kid's area and ended up having the cops getting called on me

~while drunk i had sex with a random chick backstage at a Cannibal Corpse concert(friends said she was pretty hot so it was cool although i wish i could remember)

~woke up with a palm tree in my room after a night of booze, Ambien, and benzos

~got arrested wandering the Venice Beach boardwalk while on a coke and alcohol binge

~woke up several times on the street or right outside my house(either booze, benzos, barbs, quaaludes, or opiates or any mix of these would be responsible)

~woke up several times with hookers(i've had so many STD tests done thanks to hookers) or chicks i have never known/met

~had sex with my cousin(she isn't a blood relative, when my uncle remarried the woman he married already had a daughter who is my cousin) while under the influence of barbs and booze, that experience makes family get togethers really akward

well those are just a few things that happened to me while i was blacked out, what has happened to you/what have you done?
 
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I blacked out on xanax and a couple shots of jack

I woke up smoking a bong in my room with my brother and found out i had eatin my last bar and i found my vyvanse was missing too, i know vyvanse does not work when snorted but my brother said i snorted those so i was pretty pissed about all that.

I guess he was with me the whole day too so he was able to me alot of funny shit like just slurring my words and talking nonsense to my parents and trying to skateboard but just kept falling.

That was my first and only time so it was actually pretty freaky when i first came to my senses. The next day was actually kind of a blur too. My whole weekend felt like just one day ha it was actually kinda cool.
 
That was my first and only time so it was actually pretty freaky when i first came to my senses. The next day was actually kind of a blur too. My whole weekend felt like just one day ha it was actually kinda cool.

i know right when you black out for the first time it feels kinda weird coming out of a errie blur.
 
Only time i blacked out was the first time i did clonazepam

Bought 3mg time release from some kid in my dorm. He informed me to crush it up and swallow the powder.

Didnt feel anything (was blazing all day) or i didnt know what to expect. Called the dealer said the pills were shit i dont feel shit. He told me have a beer or two.

So after my first beer was done, i was completely hammered and blacked out. Apparently i was throwing empty bottles into the parking lot, being belligerent, and using the wall to walk and stay straight up. My homies got me into my bed (fully clothed lol) and i woke up like 10 hours later, best sleep of my life.

This is the only time ive been like wow, i forgot ALOT of shit that happened last night! Scared me but im glad my friends were around to supervise/storytell haha
 
What did I do?: Fucked fat bitches....
Where did I wake up?: Next to those fat bitches...

I'm so happy I don't remember...

I just woke everybody up and said: "Don't say anything about last night to me, I refuse to know."

They laughed and said that I had a huge dick... Of course they wanna hang out again... :(
 
What did I do?: Fucked fat bitches....
Where did I wake up?: Next to those fat bitches...

I'm so happy I don't remember...

I just woke everybody up and said: "Don't say anything about last night to me, I refuse to know."

They laughed and said that I had a huge dick... Of course they wanna hang out again... :(

i've fucked "semi-fat chicks"(i still seem to get good pussy even during a drug induced blackout).

however fucking and waking up next to my cousin was WAY more akward and weird then waking up next to a chick whos a little overweight. hell my parents and relatives were downstairs thank god they didn't see anything to make things even more akward.

even though my cousin and i aren't blood related and shes hot it still is one of the most regrettable things i've done(and i've done a lot of seriously fucked up shit).
 
a couple of early booze blackouts come to mind:
1) Got shitfaced in an open air dive bar at Atlantic City and was awakened by cops beating my bare feet . I had crawled into a woman's car's front set and crapped out . she returned to find this fucking spectacle and rightly called the law. fuckers really tuned me up-i could only walk on my toes.

2) i had been tossed from a Halloween party for hitting on the wife of the house (didn't know anyone there). it was freezing outside and all i had on was a pink sheet (krisna punk outfit) and a baldy wig with a opening on top for my long hair to hang out of.
I didn't know where the fuck i was nor exactly where i was staying . so this brilliant drunk crawls under a spreading juniper in someone's front lawn.
Again the fucking nite sticks on the bare feet sticking out of the bush.
The cops didn't bring me downtown but said: shithead do you see that house on the corner? it's a party go the fuck in there.
I staggered into the front door and fell the fuck over the back of a couch, my bare ass up.

it goes on and on - that Halloween stands out as my dumb drunk pinacle.
 
Only time i blacked out was the first time i did clonazepam

Bought 3mg time release from some kid in my dorm. He informed me to crush it up and swallow the powder.

Didnt feel anything (was blazing all day) or i didnt know what to expect. Called the dealer said the pills were shit i dont feel shit. He told me have a beer or two.

So after my first beer was done, i was completely hammered and blacked out. Apparently i was throwing empty bottles into the parking lot, being belligerent, and using the wall to walk and stay straight up. My homies got me into my bed (fully clothed lol) and i woke up like 10 hours later, best sleep of my life.

This is the only time ive been like wow, i forgot ALOT of shit that happened last night! Scared me but im glad my friends were around to supervise/storytell haha

yeah K-pins can creep on you and get you fucked up especially when you start drinking.

living life while on a combo of benzos and booze takes practice.
 
P.S. My cousin is hot...if she let me lol j/k well, kinda

it sounds O.K. in fantasy but when it actually happens its not so hot and kinky its just akward.

especially when both of your parents are downstairs and you're praying they don't find out(or "heard anything" at night).
 
I've had heaps of weird blackouts, but my most memorable one was the time I re-gained consciousness and saw a cop standing over me, reading me my rights. :\
 
^ It's not an experience I'd like to repeat. Especially when the cop asked me if I know anything about the bag containing a crystal-like substance, and the glass pipe, which were both discovered in my handbag. :\
 
^ It's not an experience I'd like to repeat. Especially when the cop asked me if I know anything about the bag containing a crystal-like substance, and the glass pipe, which were both discovered in my handbag. :\

its also a bummer when you're passed out in the ball pit of the kids area at McDonalds from taking too many ludes.

they found 3 hits of acid on me, but it was my first(of many) arrests.
 
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