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What Drugs Have You Done This Week? v. We Know About Your Cocaine Habit

alcohol
alprazolam
caffeine
marijuana
phenibut if it even counts
tobacco

looking forward to more benzo goodness in the near future.
 
No meth, no heroin, but tons of cocaine. Now I know why I don't buy cocaine by itself anymore. I stab myself with the needle every 5-10 minutes. I have shot up at least 15 times in 2 hours. Only time I get coke is when I get heroin, but I made the mistake of having a rig on me when I bought this coke. Great feeling, but evil fucking addictive, obsessive, and compulsive redosing.
 
In order of enjoyment of effect
Oxycodone
Herion - just to bridge a 5 day script gap from the abovementioned 600 - 800 mgs of oxy.
Tramadol
Alprazolam
Codeine
Clobazam
Various anti histamines which i wont name as i dont count them as drugs
 
Caffeine
Cigarettes
Alcohol
Weed
Ativan
Xanax
Adderall
Synthetic pot
Stupidly some heroin
Would of added pcp to the list but I turned it down.

Anyways I want to get clean. I am over this lifestyle. I want to learn how to live again.
 
Gotta ask why you smoked that synthetic shit Stayfaded, that crap never did anything for me. I get that everyone is different but it always trips me when I read about people who can actually appreciate cannabis smoking that shit.

Good luck getting clean, I know you have been trying for some time, I am positive that you will get there eventually. Don't beat yourself up too much about slip ups, try focusing on the time you have spent away from dope instead. :)
 
drug_mentor said:
Gotta ask why you smoked that synthetic shit Stayfaded, that crap never did anything for me. I get that everyone is different but it always trips me when I read about people who can actually appreciate cannabis smoking that shit.

Good luck getting clean, I know you have been trying for some time, I am positive that you will get there eventually. Don't beat yourself up too much about slip ups, try focusing on the time you have spent away from dope instead. :)
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Well, I ended up getting some for my friends so I could get a ride home... long story... well I ended up with a gram and a ride home, but nobody smoked it. So I had it in my room and was smoking it occasionally. And I also went over to my one friend's house who always lights me up for free... but she is trying to get a job at the prison and can't smoke atm. So she's been smoking "legal" and I stupidly smoked some with her a few times.

I honestly hate synthetic marijuana. I really do. It's just that I end up getting it for free or for some dumb reason... and then I want to kick myself for smoking it. The high makes me paranoid and feel like shit.... but as of lately I've gotten use to it. However, I do not enjoy it and would never buy it for my personal use. I actually am done with it after this week. My friend even offered me some the other day and I said no. She also then offered me pcp >.> I was like uhhhhh no.

Anyways, thanks for the kind words. I really do hope it all works out. I've been down in the dumps as of lately and all this using is only making my already extremely bad depression worse. I need to quit using especially dope or I'm probably going to end up killing myself with the way I've been feeling and the way dope is fucking with my mind. Cant believe I just said that, but it's true. And I don't mean killing myself because of slip ups, but the fact I literally am not there mentally most of the time anymore.
 
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