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What Drugs Have You Done This Week? v. We Know About Your Cocaine Habit

^ I know what you mean about hating it, that shit just makes me feel so uncomfortable in my own skin it is unbelievable. You can definitely tell it is related to cannabis in some way but in my opinion that shit is horrible, useless and basically pure evil (not that a substance can really be evil, but you get what I mean). If I never smoked it again it would be too soon.

Free drugs can be tempting, too tempting, even when they are shit. I have made the mistake of using substances I wasn't a fan of when it was free too many times and like to think I wouldn't make it again. In the case of synthetic cannabanoids I am confident, but I bet as soon as someone threw down some bullshit RC stim infront of me I would be on it like white on rice...

I really hope that you don't kill yourself, you seem like a nice girl and despite the fact I don't really know you I have seen your posts on here for a couple years, I would certainly be sad to hear/read that something had happened to you. I am positive that if I would be sad as someone who is familiar with your posts on Bluelight over a couple years there are many in your life who would be truly devastated if you chose to take that path. Take care of yourself.
 
drug_mentor said:
^ I know what you mean about hating it, that shit just makes me feel so uncomfortable in my own skin it is unbelievable. You can definitely tell it is related to cannabis in some way but in my opinion that shit is horrible, useless and basically pure evil (not that a substance can really be evil, but you get what I mean). If I never smoked it again it would be too soon.

Free drugs can be tempting, too tempting, even when they are shit. I have made the mistake of using substances I wasn't a fan of when it was free too many times and like to think I wouldn't make it again. In the case of synthetic cannabanoids I am confident, but I bet as soon as someone threw down some bullshit RC stim infront of me I would be on it like white on rice...

I really hope that you don't kill yourself, you seem like a nice girl and despite the fact I don't really know you I have seen your posts on here for a couple years, I would certainly be sad to hear/read that something had happened to you. I am positive that if I would be sad as someone who is familiar with your posts on Bluelight over a couple years there are many in your life who would be truly devastated if you chose to take that path. Take of yourself.
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Yeah, I do horrible when it comes to free drugs... that is how I smoked crack for my first and only time when I was eighteen. I however am a lot better than I use to be, but sometimes I get too deep into that idgaf phase and I do whatever drugs possible. Yet, I realize I can no longer go on like this. And trust me I know killing myself would devastate many people in my life... I totally made my mom cry tonight when talking about my drug use and suicidal feelings in general. She basically told me that if I kill myself then I should just kill her first because she wouldn't be able to handle it. So I definitely know... I've felt suicidal since I was age ten, which is fucked up, but somehow managed to stay alive. I just have to get clean though and get the help I need because my will is running low. Again thank you for your words... they do mean a lot even though I may not know you like that.
 
heroin
buprenorphine
polamidone
prazepam
brotizolam
alprazolam
pregabalin
tianeptine
ethanol
 
Cannabis
Alcohol
25i-NBOMe (very light dose vaped)
Methoxetamine
Caffiene
Tobacco

In a day or 2 I can add HOT-7 to that
 
not much different than my last post here but:

methamphetamine
oxycodone
marijuana
hash edibles
suboxone
cocaine
Xanax
alcohol
cigarettes
 
Clonazepam
Lorazepam
Alprazolam
Chlordiazepoxide
Carisoprodol
Butalbital
Tramadol
Lisdexamfetamine
Mixed Amphetamine Salts, Extended-Release (1/2 d-amp, 1/2 dl-amp; 'Adderall XR')
Caffeine
Nicotine

Yep, think that's been all for this past week.
 
heroin
levomethadone
dihydrocodeine
buprenorphine
oxycodone
alprazolam
diazepam
brotizolam
pregabalin
methylphenidate
diphenhydramine
chlormethiazole
hash
alcohol
baclofen
 
Since I started with Calyptia incense havent been using any other drugs...Really god replacement for weed, and it goes great with some cocain...:)...tried it this weekend and it was a great...grrrrr....:)
 
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