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Oh, I've spent 15 of the last 20 years alone. I don't mind. Stay in bed, listen to the radio... and take DMT.

I should add that I see friends and family around Christmas period, I just don't like being stuck somewhere with people I would normally go a lot way to avoid.
 
JackARoe said:
Yeah, there are a lot of people alone on Christmas. I actually dream of one day having that experience. Love my family, love, my wife, but sometimes the peace of solidarity is a wonderful thing. As long as a person gets past feeling lonely. I think I could very quickly :)

Stay well Fertile.
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The last time I spent Christmas alone was in 2013.

I was on home incarceration so the wife and stepson went to the family events without me.

I sat around all day iv'ing mxe and 4-ho-det 50/50 mixed shots.

It was all good until the wife got home and found my belt tied up like a tourniquet.
 
simstim said:
It was all good until the wife got home and found my belt tied up like a tourniquet.
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Wheeeww. Some of you guys should write a book. The only thing I ever did on Christmas as far as drugs was alcohol in my younger days, heroin in later days and now just white knuckle it with some kratom and possibly a benzo to make time go quhicker. (took my last etizest from 2018 on Christmas this year, I swear gets stsronger with age or I do not take it enough but 1 mgs felt pretty strong. I was sober but amnesiac)

I am not saying I don't like Christmas. It is the birth of the Light for crying out loud. I get it. The light on the trees is the light in everyone's heart "supposedly" lit up. All I am saying is humans can be wearing. Aloneness can be peaceful if done correctly. And I don't want people feeling alone. It is a feeling that can be gotten past.
 
I understand. I enjoy being alone, too; right now I’m hiding from my children and their little cousins, who are loud af! But I’m glad to have found someone with whom I can be alone together, so to speak. My SO and I can be in the same house and do our own thing(s), separately and peacefully. I’m very introverted and so is he. The most socializing I do is usually online! And, while I love my family, I need breaks from them to retain my sanity.
 
I think space is vital. I do not like Jean-Paul Sartre's work much, but the line from his play 'No Exit' states 'hell is other people'.

My cat would do that. She would go and lie on the bed in the spare bedroom and after a few hours, meow JUST to check I was still there.
 
Lots and lots of THC, some kava kava, kratom (in the morning, basically the only time I take it and then a small dose before bed to avoid any RLS). Although kava kava really helps get rid of that so I should try out cutting out night doses which are generally about 2g. Daytime doses used to be 3-4g but have lately gotten up to 6g which is very bad for me.

Valium as well as Gabapentin too. Christmas is tough for me in a lot of ways, so I kind of overdid it, really. I mean I took safe doses of everything, 15mg Valium, 900mg Gabapentin, ~15g of kava and vaped a bunch of oil.
 
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I'm always sober on christmas for some reason. On New Year's Eve however I'm fucked up on all kinds of stuff and usually go to the extreme which is very unusual for me. I woke up at 5am in the morning and took so much speed that I ended up looking like a homicidal maniac while holding monologues about systems science and how that can help to create self-organizing structures within society until 11pm where I got tired hearing myself talk while frantically walking up and down in my room. Then I started taking another big, fat line of speed and proceeded to inhale inhumane amounts of amnezia haze and suddenly got very vivid erotic daydreams. I continued for three more days and made the mistake to watch conspiracy videos on bitchute. I got paranoid about the fluoride content and heavy metals that the kakistocracy puts into the water supply, ran to the grocery store to buy a shit ton of Cilantro and Chlorella because this shit absorbs the toxic crap they put into our water. I came home with like 5kg of cilantro leaves which I put into containers full of tapwater and ingested a titanic amount of Chlorella powder until I felt the toxins within my body commiting mass suicide. I suddenly noticed that the soundtrack Korben Dallas of The Fifth Element was running on infinite loop in the background for god knows how long...but it somehow accurately described my disjointed, psychotic mental condition in an auditory way .
Then I took some heroin in the hopes of calming myself down and wooooosh, all that wired mental fucked upness was gone. It's incredible how effective opioids are at acting as antipsychotics. All that manic behaviour and hallucinations were gone and I finally went to sleep and woke up 20h later feeling like shit...for which I took some more heroin to feel better and now I'm physically dependent again...lol.
 
X mass was good(as my bird day).....'cause i am bird not birth😜😆.Haze-from 30 of December till 2 of January.....purple haze all around🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶.On bupre,diazepam,weed&nitrouz......and 100g scotch.Bird day🐥🐥🐥
 
Hexenstahl said:
I'm always sober on christmas for some reason. On New Year's Eve however I'm fucked up on all kinds of stuff and usually go to the extreme which is very unusual for me. I woke up at 5am in the morning and took so much speed that I ended up looking like a homicidal maniac while holding monologues about systems science and how that can help to create self-organizing structures within society until 11pm where I got tired hearing myself talk while frantically walking up and down in my room. Then I started taking another big, fat line of speed and proceeded to inhale inhumane amounts of amnezia haze and suddenly got very vivid erotic daydreams. I continued for three more days and made the mistake to watch conspiracy videos on bitchute. I got paranoid about the fluoride content and heavy metals that the kakistocracy puts into the water supply, ran to the grocery store to buy a shit ton of Cilantro and Chlorella because this shit absorbs the toxic crap they put into our water. I came home with like 5kg of cilantro leaves which I put into containers full of tapwater and ingested a titanic amount of Chlorella powder until I felt the toxins within my body commiting mass suicide. I suddenly noticed that the soundtrack Korben Dallas of The Fifth Element was running on infinite loop in the background for god knows how long...but it somehow accurately described my disjointed, psychotic mental condition in an auditory way .
Then I took some heroin in the hopes of calming myself down and wooooosh, all that wired mental fucked upness was gone. It's incredible how effective opioids are at acting as antipsychotics. All that manic behaviour and hallucinations were gone and I finally went to sleep and woke up 20h later feeling like shit...for which I took some more heroin to feel better and now I'm physically dependent again...lol.
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Sounds soooo familiar.Nice to see ya Hexen👍....nice family after all here....Get together one more time🎶🎵🎶🎶🎶
 
Hexenstahl said:
It's incredible how effective opioids are at acting as antipsychotics. All that manic behaviour and hallucinations were gone and I finally went to sleep and woke up 20h later feeling like shit...for which I took some more heroin to feel better and now I'm physically dependent again...lol.
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They seem to work very well for a subset of people who suffer from such symptoms.
 
Hexenstahl said:
It's incredible how effective opioids are at acting as antipsychotics. All that manic behaviour and hallucinations were gone and I finally went to sleep and woke up 20h later feeling like shit...for which I took some more heroin to feel better and now I'm physically dependent again...lol.
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I actually get mild psychotic symptoms from most opioids, specially opiates like morphine. Hearing whispers in white noise like running water or a fan specially, and weird dreams/night terrors where I'd speak and shout during the dreams. But most disturbing were the noises. So I'd say for me, morphine is pro-psychotic. It calms me down, surely, but induces something very weird.
 
Not happy about this one even tho I was feeling good, but my usual dose of Chlorpheniramine, Subutex, Xanax, Cigs, and Weed with Methamphetamine.
 
plumbus-nine said:
I actually get mild psychotic symptoms from most opioids, specially opiates like morphine. Hearing whispers in white noise like running water or a fan specially, and weird dreams/night terrors where I'd speak and shout during the dreams. But most disturbing were the noises. So I'd say for me, morphine is pro-psychotic. It calms me down, surely, but induces something very weird.
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Opioids are known to cause paradoxical effects in a small set of people. I know someone who becomes aggressive after taking opioids.
 
Hexenstahl said:
Opioids are known to cause paradoxical effects in a small set of people. I know someone who becomes aggressive after taking opioids.
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I read about the 'opiate rage' somewhere here on the board but I don't get that one. The hallucinations are an isolated phenomenon, otherwise I get relaxation and euphoria.
 
Real heroin(not Fent) is where it's at. Back when Florida used to be the oxy capital of America and you could doctor shop I used to sell all my oxy prescriptions to do dope because it was such a better high than oxy. Dilaudid doesn't even belong in the same sentence as the aforementioned but that's just my opinion.

I just did my methadone and binge drank.
 
About half the activity of hydrocodone is reliant on the liver converting 10% of said hydrocodone into hydromorphine (i.e. Dilaudid). I remember people saying that it's got an amazing rush when IVed, but the actual high is not (and I quote) 'anything special' and many statement gave that impression.

What they all agreed was amazing (and usually their favourite) was oxymorphone (and guess what, 10% of oxycodone is converted to oxymorphone. The few who had sampled Levo-Dromoran (levorphanol) said that was also quite special.

I do appreciate that these are all personal opinion, but their were many dozens on each from people who really did try to get 'em all.
 
Actually none at all not even alcohol. Christmas is a time for family and enjoying peace and joy of birth of Christ. But last night Jan 13th and tonight well feeling too good and not going to elaborate ! They think I glorify drugs AS I LIKE TO CALL THEM Chemical Keys , had to rejuvenate and well consider myself Grand Master of Stims and Empathogens because FOOD to stomach conversion to AMINOS and off to the BRAIN is the Drug reset. And everything in moderation thats all I like to say about that......
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