MDMA, alcohol, THC so far
Oh and a little kratom. Really need to quit that stuff
Oh and a little kratom. Really need to quit that stuff
Wait you came from MD?? And Cruces is helping more than MARYLAND??!!? Man I'm stuck in Deming,not homeless yet but in bad shape. This is a hateful,stingy town no matter what anyone says.Yeah I have heard of it. Don't know a whole lot about it, besides what you basically mentioned. Yeah my problem is I don't have a license. And I can't get it reinstated until I get insurance and retake the test, register the car, inspect it, etc... all of which is impossible without a job. And finding a job, well it's impossible without a fucking car. It's asinine. And even though I live in a city, with bus transportation, I'm frequently not getting jobs that I'm fucking overqualified for. Maybe there's some kind of grant that I can get or something, because this is bullshit. I had ONE DUI years ago and it's basically ruined my entire life, forever. At least until like August 2025, and then the insurance thing will lift and I will no longer have to have this double minimum shit. Either way it's bullshit expensive. I'm just in a fucking conundrum and it's miserable. I have nothing anymore, no family that wants me around, no friends. Even though I've been sober for months it doesn't fucking matter and my life is worse than it was when I was using.
There's a tent city in Las Cruces New Mexico where they will basically even provide the tent, they let you do laundry, etc. they even help you find housing and a job. NONE of the shit programs in Maryland go that far with the help. They are basically just insurance scams that take you in and let you spin your wheels until you move onto another a program. It's bullshit.
I want that approach badly,but all these kids from both sides of the family want it,like I once read,Christmas is one over done glorified baby shower.I have managed to shift my whole approach to life such that I ignore the existence of Christmas. It's just another day and I am genuinely quite happier now.
You have my sympathy!I want that approach badly,but all these kids from both sides of the family want it,like I once read,Christmas is one over done glorified baby shower.
Thank you,I needed that,truly,But this too shall passYou have my sympathy!