Glad traditions like xmas aren't that important to me. Otherwise it would be pretty depressing without a family left
It is depressing yet I went through this Christmas with a smaller family (including loss of dog and mother) and got smacked in the head with meaning. Christmas says be happy, what we have taken away is stored in some vortex and will come back to us in one large swoop. We that are left here miss the departed. But we all know at times we are happy for them being free and sad for us with cold iron shackles around our feet on Earth. So it is us that is sad, trying to transform the sadness to happiness based off of the actual deep meaning of Christmas.
I had gabapentin on Christmas eve. Nothing but kratom on Christmas. Looking to get off of it. My only hesitation is I have been so healthy for my age. As soon as I remove kratom I know I will start getting colds and things. Have not been sick in years. 12 gr at 7:00Am and 12 gr at 5:00PM.
Take this hammer and carry it to the captain
Tell him I'm gone, tell him I'm gone, tell him I'm gone
Take this hammer and carry it to the captain
Tell him I'm gone, tell him I'm gone, tell him I'm gone
I don't want your cold iron shackles
Round my leg, round my leg, round my leg
I don't want your cold iron shackles
Round my leg, round my leg, round my leg