Ok i am currently researching antiaging drugs, which started with nootropics..
At the moment i am enjoying modafinil 100mg's morning and 50mg's at luch time with phenibut 5 grams morning and 5 grams mid afternoon, which has few side effects (except phenibut is hard to come off) and makes me heaps social without impairing my intellect. Plus those drugs are not usually included in drug tests!.
BUT the reason i am here is to talk about recreation drugs.
Now my history is pretty normal but of note is a 10 year addiction to opioids which i have broken 19 months ago and do not play with opioids anymore.
Ok i am kinda interested in benzo's again, (I used to find 10 mg clonazepam with 150mg oxazepam on top of my methadone dose of 100mg's, was real good to get me high). But now i am off opioids i tried benzo's for a bit of a blast but i find that either i dont feel them (after 2 years abstinence) or i just get into a amnesic state where i use my entire supply of benzo's and wake up wondering who stole my benzo's or where did i hide them.
I have tried all benzo's and non benzo sedatives and anything else you could imagine to amplify the effect of opioids/sedatives including all the tricks like cyp450 surpressors and ways of incresing absorbtion like antacids with opioids and different methods of administration (all the shit you experienced drug users have tried), but i don't believe i know it all so please share your ideas with me!!!!!!!!!
The main problem i have is social anxiety, but i do have have periods of over confidence where i am totally on top of the situation, i would like to be consistent at a reasonable level, but i tend to be erradic. But i also feel very lethargic and i use modafinil which works well but i find it is hard to get stimulated without anxiety (perhaps sensitivity to stimulants from past amphetamine/cocaine use).
So at the moment i am tring to find socialising enhancing drugs, I found GBL excellent for this but it is way too adictive, phenibut is much safer with being about half as effective, so i think it is the best choice for me at the moment (but i am open to any idea's), although it build's tolerance and has a withdrawal that can be difficult.
An ideal drug (or combo) would be stimulating whilst reducing anxiety and would make thing's appear more interesting, with ease of withdrawing from....
Its a pipe dream, but i am willing to look into drugs that maybe addictive.
Ok things i hope what i have said has created a few questions or sugestions.
Please feel free to contact
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