I wanted to either be a singer/guitarist or a stay home mother-- I accomplished neither of these things lol.
now 20 years later i just want to be pain free, enjoy my opiates and possibly go back to school to get a degree in Zoology/Biology and on the side as a hobby a Paranormal investigator. I can't do any of that till after i have my surgery but I'm not having my surgery anytime soon. But, just because I'm at home doesn't mean i can't pre-study for going back to school, and that's what i do, i study on line.
5 years ago when my Doctor told me i couldn't work i decided since i wasn't working that I'd learn as much as i can at home, and that's what I've been doing for 5+ years. I study whatever it is i am interested in and i learn whatever i can. The first thing i learned was computer graphics among other things.
But, this is only when i am pain free and relatively comfortable.
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