Ok, Lol, For 1, I am a girl. =p
And yes...I guess it is considered "experimenting", but that's how everyone goes, you try it, and either you hate it or you like, right? Now, I don't know if Ill like it or not, I just know that I have for a long time wanted to try it, and that just thinking about it my heart races, and I get a big adrenaline rush. I thought the feelings of wanting to "experiment" would go away over the years, but they haven't, they just get stronger, SO I figured it was time to at least try. And if I like, ok, Ill have plenty of clean needles. If I don't, well then I'm not out much money, and that's more people I can try to help by giving them clean syringes.
As for going to another Wal-Mart or hospital,...I choose another Wal-mart, even though I have a lot of friends working there it would be a lot easier to get out the door. A hospital isnt a option.
Where I live we do have a lot of drug users, Idk why we dont have a needle exchange or anything.
OH and for who said you have to shoot up your friends. Well I am hoping and confident that I can do it myself, but of course that could change once I have the syringe in my hand, lol. I have heard though that the hit feels better for some reason when someone else does it for you.
And yes, I plan on telling you all when I get my supplies, Like I said before though, ANY tips are appreciated, I know a lot about my veins and what not. But if you want to tell me more of what you think I should know and look for go ahead, I mean fuck, maybe I missed something and will learn something new , lol.
disposition- Yeah, I know they are cheap online, thats why if I cant get them around here, its not a big deal, you get off with the better deal and cheaper online. and no questions.
JUST REMEMBER TO THINK BEFORE YOU TYPE, YOU HAVE ALL STARTED LIKE ME, A FIRST TIME IV USER.
Im not trying to be mean repeating this all the time, but when someone tells me something that is common sense, or tries to say I dont have confidence (WHEN I DO), It pisses me off. And if I keep getting annoyed with this more then likely Ill just say fuck it and do it on my own without your tips.
This site is for Harm-reduction, not judging and saying who does and doesnt have confidence .