LucidSDreamr
Bluelighter
I just achieved what I thought was impossible in America in present day. I have methadone (not for addiction) and Xanax prescription at the same time from the same doctor.
There are cancer patients and people fully bedridden with shattered spines committing suicide from pain because all they get is tramadol so I consider myself super lucky.
I am beyond elated. This really allows me to manage chronic pain in a way that have one only the opioid or only the benzo would not by utilizing each one for different symptoms or pain levels...all without the threat of losing my career family and freedom. Finally.
Also when I get so sick of living a torture existence of being in pain a the time I can legally drug myself into oblivion to escape the hell for a day. ...but trying not to go that route.
Really would like to get an upgrade from the methadone to oxy. But baby steps I guess.
There are cancer patients and people fully bedridden with shattered spines committing suicide from pain because all they get is tramadol so I consider myself super lucky.
I am beyond elated. This really allows me to manage chronic pain in a way that have one only the opioid or only the benzo would not by utilizing each one for different symptoms or pain levels...all without the threat of losing my career family and freedom. Finally.
Also when I get so sick of living a torture existence of being in pain a the time I can legally drug myself into oblivion to escape the hell for a day. ...but trying not to go that route.
Really would like to get an upgrade from the methadone to oxy. But baby steps I guess.
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