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What are you munching on? v. Bratfud Bean Pie for brains!

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ColtDan said:
ahahaha... yeah try the griddle... but a wok is also a safe bet. in fact fuck it, use a wok
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:D The wok is a versatile utensil, we used to make wok-tails in ours at parties..

Would it work with a Bakewell Tart?
 
dunno about the classic tarty bakewell in a wok... give it a try. then have a kinky spanking session with the wok and griddle pan afterwards. i just felt a twinge in my boxers, i reckon this crazy stuff could be combined into a porno. lets all colaberate to make a fucked up porno combined with some creative cooking
 
and it could be filmed in a giant house made out of battenburg

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Tiny baby cluck a the moment, as I've been using on top of Meth, so I got a wee double habit, my emotions are haywire. I can cry at a TV advert. I've not had more than a week clean in months. I'm down to half a bag now, from three recently, it was a gram a day until 3 months ago.

Thankfully the painkillers I've been given by the hospital today are good helping with that, aswell as the pain from the pretty nasty infected abscess i've got. Looks like i'm going under general anesthetic in a couple of days, as the nurse didn't seem to think the anti-biotics they gave me were going to touch it either, it's huge! It's the final straw in my using though, losing a limb, no thanks!

I think this time it might work!

I'm eating toast before bedtime, i've got munchies as my appetite is coming back too!
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
Tiny baby cluck a the moment, as I've been using on top of Meth, so I got a wee double habit, my emotions are haywire. I can cry at a TV advert. I've not had more than a week clean in months. I'm down to half a bag now, from three recently, it was a gram a day until 3 months ago.

Thankfully the painkillers I've been given by the hospital today are good helping with that, aswell as the pain from the pretty nasty infected abscess i've got. Looks like i'm going under general anesthetic in a couple of days, as the nurse didn't seem to think the anti-biotics they gave me were going to touch it either, it's huge! It's the final straw in my using though, losing a limb, no thanks!

I think this time it might work!

I'm eating toast before bedtime, i've got munchies as my appetite is coming back too!
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Ace news! are you distancing yourself from people you use with at all?

half a bag a day shows some willpower, no lots of willpower, I've never been faced with a smack withdrawal, after an unwitting CT from long term (2years or so) prescribed daily codeine, and oramorph (only 10 days solid use, i stopped them both on the same day :( ), I know that I'lll never get into smack, or benzos to the extent they givce me a habit.

I imagine I had the TINIEST glimpse of what you must go through coming off smack. Was the one time in my life I actually thought I'd be better off dead....didn't help thT I didn't realise it was withdrawals, thought I'd got some mad post-op infection and was gonna lose my legs etc....

How long have you been doing the meth? Can you do without the half bag and just use the meth to hold you? Or is this your next bridge, after the abcess procedure?

Really really hope you do it this time cherry. Put something on your toast, got any jam....better still nw you got your appetite you should go back over the last 20 or so pages and see what sort of thing ColtDan's been inspiring us all with, not easy, not at all, but well worth the effort required. Whats that? You have been checking them out akready and that's why you got an appetite.

Ha, good to see you in the food thread anyway, is surely a good sign :D

and just remember what you said....

It's the final straw in my using though, losing a limb, no thanks!

I think this time it might work!
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you've hit the nail on the head, is the pleasure you gain from using worth a leg, or more than that in the future? It's a stupid fucking question, and I know you don't weigh up pros and cons when you deperate to use, but maybe, just the way you've written it, it looks like a definite turning point.

I'm rambling, been on the meph, ha

n'night ;)
 
Yeah, I'm slowly distancing myself from using friends, though I had a close friend who is part of my circle of non using friends admit to me the other night that, 'they do not involve me as much as they should' that made me feel really good, and filled me with inspiration to stop. I don't get invites from them.

But, i'll do it on my own, i'm good at coping alone. Done it alone so far, so i'll finish it that way :) To answer one question, I've gone back up to 50ml of meth from 40ml. As 40ml was only holding me along side a bag a day, so the extra 10ml will replace the bag a day now i've stopped that :) I'll probably be on meth maintenance for a while, and hopefully going into respite care at a local mental health unit for two weeks to get me away from the using routine and fix my head a bit.

I don't feel right answering your questions and hijacking the food thread, I want to read more inspiring things about food to get me eating, as i'm still losing weight rapidly, due to my current infection, and also another virus. I need to get some meat back on me, a boy I've been seeing said cheekily to me, 'I used to like your Arse, what happened to it?' He winked as he said it, so he was only teasing me, least I know he prefers girls with curvy bums. So I want bum fattening recipes please! I've found a lush looking ginger biscuit recipe in a magazine i picked up, perfect timing as my friend gave me some ginger root and I get paid on Tuesday to buy rest of ingredients! I've got a biscuit lust thing going on at the moment <3

Not eaten anything yet today. No appetite, feel too ill just now :(
 
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Had a Burmese chicken curry earlier, tomato based with potato and cumin. Pretty tasty. Washed it down with a lime mint shake which would have been a beer if it was not a religious holiday here today. All the bars are closed and restaurants aren't selling alcohol. I used to think Buddhism was OK as well.
 
Made some cheese n onion pasties for tonites dinner and cooked up a sweet potato-butternut squash-chickpea curry for tomorrows dinner.
 
Fried eggs, toast and ham for breakfast. Some pumpkin soup for lunch next I think. Maybe Mexican food tonight if it's not too pricey.
 
Breakfast,

1 large avocado
1 large bowl of fruit and fibre
2 belvita breakfast biscuits
half a pint of orange juice
cup of tea

Bring it on MM
 
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