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⫸STICKY⫷ What are you grateful for ?

i wanted to try to shoot cocaine again(first was a miss and the coke was crack). I called my best friend to bring me some since he lives in the city and i live in a village.
I also asked him tk buy some insulin serynges. He told me no and i continued insisted for 15 minutes and he told me no again but if i want he can come with a bottle of wine and talk with me if i am not well.
It made me really upset but i love him for caring. I consider him my brother and i admire his character,moral compass and ethica
 
jasperkent said:
I'm glad you have that friend.

IV coke took me down harder & faster.than any other drug. I lost everything & nearly died in less than a year. It's one of the few things I am absolutely certain that I will never do again.

I'm extremely grateful to have survived that horror show.
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i am afraid of needles but i wanted to give it a shot. I was addixted to crack due to my ex and lost everything and was evicted and also was dependent of heroin for 1 year.
 
Just started testosterone yesterday after years of suicidality and trying to push away my gender dysphoria. Life is certainly not perfect, but for the first time in years I feel some sort of hope and happiness about slowly getting to become who I was meant to be :)

That and having a wonderful network of friends who support me. Would not be here without my local alternative scene. Sounds weird, but doing volunteer work at some underground punk venue single-handedly taught me that yes, I AM capable of being social despite autism and NO I don’t actually hate people, I was just tired of pretending to be someone I’m not.
 
Sunshine... in spite of the pain.
Sp4rky said:
Just started testosterone yesterday after years of suicidality and trying to push away my gender dysphoria. Life is certainly not perfect, but for the first time in years I feel some sort of hope and happiness about slowly getting to become who I was meant to be :)

That and having a wonderful network of friends who support me. Would not be here without my local alternative scene. Sounds weird, but doing volunteer work at some underground punk venue single-handedly taught me that yes, I AM capable of being social despite autism and NO I don’t actually hate people, I was just tired of pretending to be someone I’m not.
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The whole 'Punk' thing never worked for me (in The Netherlands), but I know I work for them (strangely). It's not really dead, but has gone so far underground, and they're 50 - 60 here.

I sometimes go to a place which is a squatters' café (Punk is almost synonimous with squatter here) and has dinners for LGBTIetc. on Wednesday nights.
 
Chaurus said:
Sunshine... in spite of the pain.


The whole 'Punk' thing never worked for me (in The Netherlands), but I know I work for them (strangely). It's not really dead, but has gone so far underground, and they're 50 - 60 here.

I sometimes go to a place which is a squatters' café (Punk is almost synonimous with squatter here) and has dinners for LGBTIetc. on Wednesday nights.
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Hmm yeah, a lot of punk is more underground here, it does depend a lot per area. I thought there wasn’t a scene where I live, which was true at first until the group I volunteer for started organizing things, that brought the few alternative people together and created a scene, although small. Here it’s mostly younger people, I’ve been volunteering since being 15 haha

I wouldn’t really consider myself punk either tbh, more goth or whatever, don’t really care about labels, but I do really enjoy the sense of community within punk :)

Also that sounds fun, sounds like the Vrankrijk venue.
 
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