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What Are You Drinking? V2. Frosty Jacks - For The Discerning Pisshead

MsDiz said:
Currently drinking (have IV bag up) some potassium and they pushed some hydrocodone earlier so I’m happy. Getting some shitty ensure through my NG tube but that’s life.
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Wow, that sounds serious Diz. I really hope you're ok. You seem like the sort of person that would make light of the most serious predicament...

<3
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Wow, that sounds serious Diz. I really hope you're ok. You seem like the sort of person that would make light of the most serious predicament...

<3
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Haha I’m ok, have been on the edge of death many’s a time. Still here yet, am stabilised much more now. It’s all good! ❤️
 
Arnold said:
What pain are you in that they prescribe that one?
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Actually, a girl in the bay next to me requested the morning after pill. The stupid nurse gave it to me by mistake (I took it thinking it was a calcium pill I was due to get). Had she done it 2 days ago I’d probably be dead. Needless to say, I’m in immense pain and needed iron as well as the other essential shit my body doesn’t have.

Yes she’s been suspended and yes I did make her cry and yes I threw my blood stained sheet at her in anger.
 
fuck @MsDiz not good!!

please please look after yourself. you say its not your first rodeo and i believe you but every time you put your body through this shit you put your life at risk, you won't get lucky forever.
 
chinup said:
fuck @MsDiz not good!!

please please look after yourself. you say its not your first rodeo and i believe you but every time you put your body through this shit you put your life at risk, you won't get lucky forever.
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I know, the eternal struggle. I’ll be ok though. Thanks missus ❤️
 
i know its hard and you must be in a lot of pain so i'm sorry if that sounded harsh but it came from a place of compassion.

do you think you will be able to stick to a meal plan once you're home? ignore if you feel like i'm prying, its a very personal thing, but i just really hope you won't discharged without at least something in place to avoid you ending up straight back there.
 
chinup said:
i know its hard and you must be in a lot of pain so i'm sorry if that sounded harsh but it came from a place of compassion.

do you think you will be able to stick to a meal plan once you're home? ignore if you feel like i'm prying, its a very personal thing, but i just really hope you won't discharged without at least something in place to avoid you ending up straight back there.
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Yeah I’ve got a good team. I’ll have the ensure drinks for a while. I’ll build up from there. I just had a bad blip for a while.
 
ok well i hope this has jolted you out of it and you are feeling better in yourself.

on the other side of the scale.... i am finally back in the healthy weight range and hoping to stay here. its weird, i've never been in it before (except presumably during my transition from skeletal to overweight).

took me way longer than i wanted but i had to calm down on the diet cos i'd started purging and realised i was eating nothing but fruit, veg, and pulses and once i've cut out loads of food groups for more than a couple of days its very dangerous. luckily i noticed quickly and was in a good enough place to stop, which is weird, often i notice shit like that but don't care enough to pull myself up.
 
chinup said:
ok well i hope this has jolted you out of it and you are feeling better in yourself.

on the other side of the scale.... i am finally back in the healthy weight range and hoping to stay here. its weird, i've never been in it before (except presumably during my transition from skeletal to overweight).

took me way longer than i wanted but i had to calm down on the diet cos i'd started purging and realised i was eating nothing but fruit, veg, and pulses and once i've cut out loads of food groups for more than a couple of days its very dangerous. luckily i noticed quickly and was in a good enough place to stop, which is weird, often i notice shit like that but don't care enough to pull myself up.
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I am so glad you can catch yourself before it gets bad. I’m honestly getting better at it but I just slipped recently. I’ve learnt my lesson. For now.
 
MsDiz said:
I am so glad you can catch yourself before it gets bad. I’m honestly getting better at it but I just slipped recently. I’ve learnt my lesson. For now.
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thank you!! tbh its only the second time i have ever done that- other time being when i was addicted to crack and realised it would be so easy for me to just never eat. its nuts that i had enough lucidity to make that decision, i just didn't think either my brain or body would handle another relapse into anorexia while had an insane drug problem going on. still didn't manage my aim of 900 a day but if i could afford a frijj milkshake (actual food is really gross on stimulants) that would get me 500 with some protein.

my brain is still like 'i can't believe you gave up a chance at free weight loss'- but i'm calling its bullshit. relapsing into extreme restriction is extremely costly.

hope you are feeling a little better today.
 
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