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In this picture, is that some sort of light disturbance or something wrong with the camera? I'm referring to that weird light orb in the upper left corner. This here:
Earlier in the day yesterday I was going to walk to my friends grave to pay him a visit, but I didn't end up going. If it was him looking in then he would be very disappointed with what he saw.
Earlier in the day yesterday I was going to walk to my friends grave to pay him a visit, but I didn't end up going. If it was him looking in then he would be very disappointed with what he saw.
Xanax! Won't have any until Monday, though (maybe Tuesday)
I do have like 30 etizolam that I'm not brave enough to take after discovering they were the "home made" ones that are blue all the way through (instead of white inside) and stain your mouth blue.
It's ridiculous because I've had 1 or 2 at a time like 5 or 6 times. And I took 4 last night (with 80mg - a fairly low dose for me - oxycodone) and nodded pretty hard before falling asleep at my laptop.
They do FEEL like benzos (I've had Alprazolam, Diazapam and Nitrazepam) and I like them, but now I'm worried what's actually in them. Cocaine, for example, has been found numerous times to contain things like rat poison and bleach.
Has anyone else had these blue-right-through etizolams? Hard to describe the taste other than "powdery" lol.
I seriously need to just stop taking Xanax altogether... I obviously can't control my usage or myself, as I always end up blowing through the entire script in one day without fail, no matter what measures I take to prevent it...
Always put me in fiend-mode the next day too, badly.
And of course go figure somebody would call me up with some roxies today for the first time in months... Much as I shouldn't, might just take em up on that...