I just want to shut of my mind for a bit and forget about my physical pain as well. A gram of Pregablin to knock out any/all neuro pain, any fairly strong opi besides the hydro's(morphone will work...its just so short and shitty! especially for what I want now!)like I would absolutely love an original OC 80, hell i'd even take some fairly pure dope, it would be tits if I could get my hands on some med vials of Keto or morphine, the like so I could IM, make that shit efficient as possible. Once that pains gone I doubt my mind will be will be in such turmoil, it will be able to relax besides the fact that the opi's and Pregab would knock that out. I've also been craving 1-ethynylcyclohexanol really badly lately, its one of my favorite sedatives besides GHB, one of those complete packages, you feel warm, nice, beautiful, elegant(in that sense that your fucked as all shit...), and a few other things. As far as a relaxing sedative that would be it besides GHB for me! It builds tolerance quickly as well, if you dose many times one day, your tolerance will already be nearly doubled, each day of subsequent dosing makes it worse, so I found once a week, or twice once every two weeks to be best. Either way then I could work out without it being shitty at all, it would just be excellent fun! So hard to get anymore, besides the fact no one really ever was before! Ah well one day!