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What Are You Craving? v. Crack Rock Candy Mountains

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Im craving a shot of H circa before the bitch of addiction really took its toll. Since thats not possible... Fuck, H nonetheless, an 8ball coke for speedballing & the occasional bump. Oh, about 30 klons because I cannot seem to take less than 5 at a time. That said, maybe only 5;) thatll be my measure of safety.
 
I'm craving meth, heroin, benzos, weed and nicotine. Not all at once. But those are my favorite drugs. Well.. Nicotine sucks ass. I hate it but it's what I'm craving because I'm a nicotine slave.
 
SirTophamHat said:
Isn't half of a speedball opiate or am I tripping?

I'm craving pot. Simp!e pleasures
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the original speedball was IV morphine and cocaine in a single needle. Harry Kendall Thaw was the first known abuser of the speedball.
Now it can basically refer to any upper and downer IVed together or one in each arm.
 
Werd. I think I understand

I'd love some oxy for later today but barring a miracle it ain't going down
 
At this point of withdrawal I'm not gonna lie, I'd die for some k-pins. I used to have an rx for these guys... 1mg clonazepam x 90... Fuck those were the days. Till my shitty piece of shit doctor cut me off and gave me hydroxyzine instead.

That is one thing about where I live that I don't get.. Every doctor I've seen is avidly against opioids and benzodiazepines. One doctor I saw recently said I quote, "I'd never prescribe a benzo.. Unless it was maybe 5 or 6 for someone traveling. Besides that I won't do it." Its like Christ dude, can't you just give us what we want and fuck off? I mean benzos aren't even that recreational for me but they may just be the most damn useful drugs in existence. Especially if you have anxiety (anxiety is my middle name) ;D
 
It's because they are so addictive

I only have a script because I was caught by the law in a weird twist of fate. My doc recognized that I would buy them illegally continuously and he gave me a legal route instead. I've proved that I can use them sustainably for over a year now so I'm lucky, but most doctors aren't so nice.

Benzos are hell to come off of, not having access to them is typically a disguised blessing.
 
True but once you're an addict, forcing someone to quit just made me steal benzos from people and the withdrawals ended me in the hospital. Now I'm broke and cannot afford benzos... I also don't steal anymore after I last got caught. I was so embarrassed and ashamed I wanted to just off myself haha.

I agree that these drugs are addictive and best not prescribed.. But once you're hooked the best thing a doctor can do is simply give you what you need and help you taper.
 
Yes, it takes a skilled doctor to recognize that situation. I'd recommend to keep searching for one who understands you if it s something you depend on and don't abuse. Even then, almost all doctors are trained away from benzos as they are viewed now as semi ancient technology. Good luck
 
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