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I truly believe that's impossible to live without Benzodiazepines after you've become used to them.
They make you think differently and, sadly, but true, also a better and understanding person.
I am talking about using them with moderation. To the point you are just normal, never high.
The reason that's so difficult to quit lies in the fact that they've totally changed who you are and how you process your thoughts and actions. I'm talking about years and years of use without problems.

Of course this is my opinion, but most people I know who are used to benzodiazepines like this agrees with me. It's wildly available too. And it's well accepted by society. I see it similarly to drinking mildly.
I mean, the cost benefit in quitting weighs in favor of you chemically functioning better and healthier.
 
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More Alprazolam and a high dose of oral Morphine or high dose of oral Methadone. Some cannabis edibles would be great to.
 
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Erikmen said:
I truly believe that's impossible to live without Benzodiazepines after you've become used to them.
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That's debatable (not negating the rest of what you said either), just that the people who NEED benzos would probably not be able to function without them, even if they'd never used them. But imo, many, even most people, who become dependent on benzos could have avoided that fate with the help of talk therapy and a more supportive Doctor/network/community.

I was on big doses on benzos, and NEEDED them, but I'm over 5 years clean and glad to have done it. There's sure as hell days they'd be very helpful (like quite often when I'm anxious or not wanting to see people), but it's better to be able to turn myself around without them. I remember what I was like with them, and they were like candy, could never actually calm my anxiety.


ot: heroin. always heroin. someone turn me off.
 
Yeah benzos are a bitch once you're hooked. I haven't taken a benzo in I think around 2 weeks. At least 2 probably more. Gratz on the coke score :)

And beer and cigs... Haha that's my uncles favorite combo. He's dying now due to emphysema, lung cancer and cirrhosis of the liver.. So I avoid that combo where I can :p since he can't seem to live a second without puffing on a smoke or drinking at least 4 tall cans of steel reserve a day.
 
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Yeah benzos are a bitch once you're hooked. I haven't taken a benzo in I think around 2 weeks. At least 2 probably more. Gratz on the coke score :)

And beer and cigs... Haha that's my uncles favorite combo. He's dying now due to emphysema, lung cancer and cirrhosis of the liver.. So I avoid that combo where I can :p since he can't seem to live a second without puffing on a smoke or drinking at least 4 tall cans of steel reserve a day.
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I only binge drink on weekends. Smoke <pack per week. I'm youngish and tell myself its OK.

I am craving weed like the tater guy.
 
I'd suck a gorilla's dick to go back to the time when I could just smoke a pack a week.. Then quit while it was easy haha. And I agree on the weed part. I could use a bowl or 20 myself ;)
 
Felonious Monk said:
That's debatable (not negating the rest of what you said either), just that the people who NEED benzos would probably not be able to function without them, even if they'd never used them. But imo, many, even most people, who become dependent on benzos could have avoided that fate with the help of talk therapy and a more supportive Doctor/network/community.

I was on big doses on benzos, and NEEDED them, but I'm over 5 years clean and glad to have done it. There's sure as hell days they'd be very helpful (like quite often when I'm anxious or not wanting to see people), but it's better to be able to turn myself around without them. I remember what I was like with them, and they were like candy, could never actually calm my anxiety.


ot: heroin. always heroin. someone turn me off.
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Yes, I agree with you in regards to using benzodiazepines when someone needs it whether they have or haven't taken them before.

I was 17 when doctors agreed I should be on Valium. Have been taking different benzodiazepines ever since, which is more than 20 years now That I'm in my early forties.

During one of my rehabilitations from opiates, some doctors decided to try to weigh the "cost benefit" Of my medication (benzos) and I was without any benzodiazepines for 3+ months.

After the initial withdraws and a couple of months later, I just couldn't operate. I felt as if I was just a vegetal. Couldn't get out of bed and was getting worse by the hour. Extremely anxious, chronic insomnia, and so nervous that my heart was beating like crazy, etc, etc...

Long story short, I was evaluated by a team of doctors and had to start using benzodiazepines again, for life I guess.

PS: never in 20 years had increased my dose unless it was prescribed accordingly. Never abused and don't feel any affects from them whatsoever, unless I forget to take any, by accident.
 
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GHB, Lorazepam and some strong hash edibles would be lovely. Enough edibles for my fiancé and myself for the next few days.
 
the ability to not be an addict, and live anxiety/paranoia free.... craving so bad... oh and also craving my girl would quit pseudo psycho-analysing me when i'm tripping off heavy duty psychs, i think it's starting to seriously get to me, i played along nicely for a while, but her intentions are clear, last person who "played me" finished very unpleasantly for them and i do not wish her to experience that....

p.s. also craving banging a girl who isn't my gf.... :\ right now...

but by love and respect for my girl now i feel bad sharing this... (please feel sorry for me.... lol)
 
phatass said:
the ability to not be an addict, and live anxiety/paranoia free.... craving so bad... oh and also craving my girl would quit pseudo psycho-analysing me when i'm tripping off heavy duty psychs, i think it's starting to seriously get to me, i played along nicely for a while, but her intentions are clear, last person who "played me" finished very unpleasantly for them and i do not wish her to experience that....

p.s. also craving banging a girl who isn't my gf.... :\ right now...

but by love and respect for my girl now i feel bad sharing this... (please feel sorry for me.... lol)
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It ain't easy man honestly think I've been looking over my back more that I'm sober.
hit it pretty hard before Tho so hopin the anxiety and shit dissapaits.

Some fuckin weed would hit the spot
 
A pack of lucky strikes

Got everything else, no weed but its too expensive anyway I'd rather spend my money on gas and food.
 
More Alprazolam or I could go for a high dose of Clonazepam.

More H and a few grams of true OG Kush or a few grams of Green Crack would be dandy..
 
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