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What Are YOU Craving Right Now? v. What is a tolerance break?

im craving some GHB. I went to my friends place who usually has a bunch of it, but he didn't have any today =[
 
Pill2Chill said:
^It's not what I'd call 'cravings'. Strong curiosity perhaps? Gotta know something before you can really want it, IMO.

H, oxy or morphine or hell, any opi.
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No, not curiosity. It's just that god-like euphoria I had heard about H.
 
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Benzo's. Trying to kick this shit. Anxiety has kicked in today after 4 days of coping pretty well and sleeping without any sleep meds. That's a big deal for me. Got ripped off buying etizolam. Shit happens i suppose so I have about 30 4mg fluborazepam to try and taper with. Withdrawals take a few days to kick in but it was etizolam that got me. The fluborazepam i never got the same effects from. Needed a handful to knock me out after a stim sesh and finding etiz up until about 6 months ago was hard so when i got a steady supply i bought in bulk and boosted my tolerance getting silly with them. Even harder now to get any benzo and i can't see my doctor. He doesn't know anything about benzo dependency. Gave me 7 2mg diazepam last time i spoke to him. I needed 10mg to feel anything. Majorly pissed off that my etiz hook up has kept my money without providing the goods. So yeah I'm craving benzo's. Anything to take the anxiety away but I'm trying hard to wait until i really need something to take anything. I want rid of this habit. More medicinal than recreational but sometimes you just wanna feel that amazing wooosh of calm. That I'm missing right now
 
Dextroamphetamine, Vicodin, a Churchill or Romeo y Julieta straight from Cuba, and a nice hill to watch the sunset with.

But like I'm getting smores tonight and that's like, basically the same thing. Right?

(If you mean craving as in wanting to try, I want to try meth or (much less frequently do I want to try-) coke, so to compare its euphoria to plain amphetamine's)
 
Some type of opiate to help my shoulder.... why did I have to fall and smash my forearm through my bedroom wall on xanax earlier this year. That really fucked up my shoulder and it was feeling better, but now this rain and cold weather is killing me D: Too bad I haven't touched opiates in now over two years and Tylenol is all I have because I can't even take ibuprofen right now (bruising way too easy have to get bloodwork done, but still a few years late on that one too, lol).
 
Nothing, but I wish I were! I don't know what is wrong with me. Maybe this new prescription I am taking is making me not want to use drugs but I did a small amount anyway without wanting to. The med that may be doing this is called Trileptal/Oxcarbamazepine, an anticonvulsant they gave me at the nut house. I've never had that "I don't want to get high" feeling before...
 
CoatHangerAbortion said:
Nothing, but I wish I were! I don't know what is wrong with me. Maybe this new prescription I am taking is making me not want to use drugs but I did a small amount anyway without wanting to. The med that may be doing this is called Trileptal/Oxcarbamazepine, an anticonvulsant they gave me at the nut house. I've never had that "I don't want to get high" feeling before...
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That's great m8, why would you wish to carve something?
Me: I realy enjoyied my H the last couple of days, I don't carve anything right now.
 
Have not taken any Etizolam or Benzo'z in almost 3 months. Since Mid July I would say, and I still crave those fuckers, I have been through this before, and managed to stay clean from Benzo'z for three years until I ordered Etizolam back in late 2014, almost two years later, I miss it like a mofo, but w.e.
 
craving my stash of vals somethin major. would adore 50mg RfuckingN

im not gonna take any of em though. and thats what separates me from the average bear.
 
I've been trying to satisfy my craving for benzos for months, now. You'd think I'd give up asking around for them, but I just keep wishing, waiting here with my hopes at half mast that the knock on the door I've been promised will come tonight.
 
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