goatguyy
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 31, 2017
- Messages
- 9
11 for vicodin, oxycodone, xanax & alcohol
12 for weed & dxm
16 for nicotine & klonopin
18 for shrooms & mdma
im 21 now, when i was 11 i would maladaptively daydream to cope with abuse at home and bullying, psychotic delusions, probably the worst case of major depression, and ended up losing that ability due to trauma from trying to kms, so for some reason my new coping mechanism became being autistically hyper-fixated on drugs- especially opioids and shit that would “put you down” like benzos do. I remember nodding out on like 30mg of hydro on a packed bus home from fucking 7th grade and leaning on someone next to me and as soon as i realized where i was i ran out to fucking projectile vomit next to the dunkin donuts next to the stop. No one cared lol
12 for weed & dxm
16 for nicotine & klonopin
18 for shrooms & mdma
im 21 now, when i was 11 i would maladaptively daydream to cope with abuse at home and bullying, psychotic delusions, probably the worst case of major depression, and ended up losing that ability due to trauma from trying to kms, so for some reason my new coping mechanism became being autistically hyper-fixated on drugs- especially opioids and shit that would “put you down” like benzos do. I remember nodding out on like 30mg of hydro on a packed bus home from fucking 7th grade and leaning on someone next to me and as soon as i realized where i was i ran out to fucking projectile vomit next to the dunkin donuts next to the stop. No one cared lol