PepperSocks
Bluelight Crew
Here is a funny fact about me. Psychedelics have never lead me to any of these huge revelations in life. They've only told me that you just need to listen to what you all ready know. My last acid trip basically said to me "Why are you asking me what to do, why are you wasting your time trying to have someone/something deliver the answer to you, just look inside". After the trip was over I knew what I wanted to hear and continued to push the message into my thick skull.
Well said. That's actually what I mean. Psychedelics showed me that I just have to accept myself and my desires and look beyond myself and see the real person and desires of a certain someone and how accepted and connected I am. Basically my mind did all the work. Psychedelics just helped me coax the acceptance of the beautiful truth. I was able to see what was sitting right in fornt of me the whole time. The only thing is now I think of how easy my life would have been if I knew and accepted what I know now, 3 years ago. I would be living the high life and would have been living it for the last 3 years instead of living in hell. I guess it was just bad timing. But It's fixed anyway, took one hell of a detour but it's starting to work out.
I love Canada. It's just... less crowded and busy and stressful here. And beautiful.Have you ever been to Lake Superior Provincial Park? It's my most favorite place in the entire world. I'm going camping at the Bruce next month.. :D
Mmm. Perhaps I just need to get a little more goal-oriented. Work out/cook awesomeness seems to be the way to start. I'm TERRIFIED about what I'm going to do when I get out of college though. Ugh.
Yeah, the drinking age sure is better than the states. I couldn't imagine having to wait til your freaking 21 to be able to buy booze. Hell in lots of other provinces (such as Quebec) you only have to be 18.
Yeah, I got lucky. I got a job before I even really graduated. I had a job in April and graduated in June. The only thing is the contract is up in 1.5 months so it's not the greatest situation but it could get extended. I'm crossing my fingers. I really like my job.
Goodnight Flare

