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Good Night <3

I just cut sammy a huge piece of pork of tonights dinner and handed to him , he looked at it and licked his lips and I could have sworn he smiled

Dogs are so funny :D
 
Sammy is the shit :)

My old dog musta been muslim or something, he didn't dine on swine. Whenever I gave him some he would spew.
 
I don't think I'm getting to sleep any time soon. I should test out my time on some paper and see what comes out of it :)
 
are you kidding me universe?

I've been in this ridiculous relationship with this girl for nearly 2 years and I'm only in high school, I love her dearly but I said ridiculous because it come with more stress than I'd wish on anyone. Stuff like addiction, suicide, grief and mental illness.

If that wasn't hard enough to juggle, now I've fallen completely in love with a female friend of mine. I've only know here for a month or two, but it's ridiculous how fast we became completely comfortable around each other. She shares the same feelings for me, and it's getting ackward fast. Especially when my girlfriend and I hang out with this girl, my girlfriend is noticing her "face light up when we make eye contact" :(. We have many, many similar interests- to the point of strangeness actually. We both love eastern philosophy, psychedelia, visual arts, literature and we both hold similar world views similar to Zen Buddhism. My current girlfriend and I don't really share......any interests. It makes finding things to go out and do very difficult.

It feels like such a good choice to start seeing this new girl, but my girlfriend would be fucking devastated. I really don't even have the ability to do that. I love both of them equally but in different ways. I've been denying it for a long time but I think the relationship my girlfriend wouldn't be there if I hadn't been her crutch/punching-bag for 2 years. She's my first girlfriend, she gave me a self-esteem, practically pulled me out of an emotional gutter- and proceeded to drag me through several other ones (intending no harm of course).

Swillow I believe knows the story relatively well. I want to hear what he has to say.

Fuck yes this is my blog, shut up.
 
Tonight I was walking to a show to hear a GD cover band (grateful dead for those who are not in the know ;) ) and a random kid on a bike screches to a hault and offers me and my friends some vodka with an orange soda chaser. The kid was a wander, we offered him some rum, he took some, we did some shots of vodka with him, he called himself "11, 12"

after drinking and talking for a while, I thanked him for the vodka and he replied "Dont thank me... Thank the universe" I was so in love with that statement and that moment that I almost cried, Colorado wins over NJ/ NY any day. Kindness means a lot, I hope that you all are kind and recieve random acts of kindness. Cosmically every bit you give comes back to you.

Love and Lite <3 let your love radiate out!
 
That feeling acid can give you is soooo magical, i know what you mean charlie!
Drug induced euphoria is one thing but feeling that everything is in it's right place is a whole other game. It totally relativates your desires until there are none left and that gives you great peace. Sometimes it seems like there's nothing left to do but that is the next illusion. First of all you have to sustain your life and actually all of life that is connected, which takes more work than you could realistically complete... and being totally in balance with the world is not the same as escaping from it. Lack of connection leaves you in a state where you wouldn't have a clue whether there is balance or not since there isn't anything at all. Mentally acid has given me much lately, but under it all there seems to be some anxiety. What a paradox.

I've had the feeling for a while that my kundalini has been awakened but not in a controlled enough way, and now I've got a power leak in my third eye region making me very active and expanding my consciousness. But on more basic levels the energy is not channeled like it should be which gives me a bunch of issues.
Besides I may have damaged my body with a variety of things, to name important ones ketamine and too much (and sometimes impure?) GHB.

Why do such benevolent experiences and stuff have to come at this price :(
 
Dread's sexy ;) And has hair significantly longer than mine :)

It's amazing what some sleep can do for the mind :) Life rockssssss. I haven't tripped in a while, doing that this weekend will be great...

I never notice a significant difference between phens and tryptamines, honestly. I mean, I really LIKE LSD and shrooms, but that's all the tryptamines I've done. The RC's are definitely enjoyable in their own right.

I have a pretty wonderful picture of me on shrooms. I look crazed. :D
 
after tonight i might have a crazed picture of me on mushrooms

florida sucks, but it makes up for it in its weight in mushiesss
 
uniter said:
IMO if you can't make up your mind on which kind of psych you want to take, LSD is always a good choice. Whatever you're looking for, it'll have it.
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Yeah, LSD is in a league of its own IMO. Its the uber-psych. :) Good for what ails ya. Just my opinion, of course.
 
nearjat said:
are you kidding me universe?

I've been in this ridiculous relationship with this girl for nearly 2 years and I'm only in high school, I love her dearly but I said ridiculous because it come with more stress than I'd wish on anyone. Stuff like addiction, suicide, grief and mental illness.

If that wasn't hard enough to juggle, now I've fallen completely in love with a female friend of mine. I've only know here for a month or two, but it's ridiculous how fast we became completely comfortable around each other. She shares the same feelings for me, and it's getting ackward fast. Especially when my girlfriend and I hang out with this girl, my girlfriend is noticing her "face light up when we make eye contact" :(. We have many, many similar interests- to the point of strangeness actually. We both love eastern philosophy, psychedelia, visual arts, literature and we both hold similar world views similar to Zen Buddhism. My current girlfriend and I don't really share......any interests. It makes finding things to go out and do very difficult.

It feels like such a good choice to start seeing this new girl, but my girlfriend would be fucking devastated. I really don't even have the ability to do that. I love both of them equally but in different ways. I've been denying it for a long time but I think the relationship my girlfriend wouldn't be there if I hadn't been her crutch/punching-bag for 2 years. She's my first girlfriend, she gave me a self-esteem, practically pulled me out of an emotional gutter- and proceeded to drag me through several other ones (intending no harm of course).

Swillow I believe knows the story relatively well. I want to hear what he has to say.

Fuck yes this is my blog, shut up.
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I know you want swilows opinion, but I just gotta say, when you find someone that you click with that well...you should try not to let that opportunity slip away. Could miss out on a really beautful relationship.

Your situation is really complex though (I read the darkside thread), so I don't think I'd have the slightest idea what to do there.

I just love meeting that girl where both of you light up upon seeing each other...needa find me another one of those
 
I dunno, I'm pretty much only interested in drugs and drug-topics, BUT under that umbrella manyn things opened: music, poetry, occult (zos kia cultus!), drugs, Bluelight, hippies, drugs, occult, magick, beards.....Drugs started a lot of things for me....

:)

Also, I like drugs.
 
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