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Todays psychedelic buffet include's

50 mgs of 2c-t-7 down the hatch around noon

Followed by 20 mgs of 2c-e up the schnozzle around 20 mins ago

Feels Good Mans
 
I'm sad. I feel as if over time, I'm slowly losing everyone. I kind of have an unstable mood thing... (the shrink was of no assistance, so I plow through unaided), and I definitely crashed today. It's just annoying, to be SO euphoric and happy, to have one little thing crash you down... and then wonder if it even should have...

in godspeed you black emperor style: The car is on fire. I'm driving.
 
hey Flare.
you seem like a lovely person, you'll fit right in here at PD. sorry to hear about all your troubles lately.

And a big HELLO to the rest og my PD fam. I got back from rothbury a couple days ago. My oh my what a trip.
there really arent enough words in the english language to do it justice.

But psychedelic were consumed, minds were blown, and good times were had by all...


Anyway, so today i was chilling and got a call from a friend saying he had an extra ticket to a psytrace fest and he was willing to give it to me for free. So ofcourse i jumped on it.

the fest is headlined by shpongle, hallucinogen, and some other acts ive never heard of before but should be great.

oh man, what a week, i gotta go pack again, leavin tomorrow bright and early.
 
Ahhhh I wish I lived closer to that fest to be able to go!!! I am going to one (a cheaper one) in September, though it doesn't have as many notables, but should be a blast.

So I had an awesome time today. I had a golf lesson this morning, watched the tour, went out and played a round of golf with my grandparents, picked up 455 bucks from work to be deposited, and now I'm chilling with a nice cup of joe. mmmm.... Fantastic.
 
Midwest. Apparently I could've met a decent amount of ya up at Rothbury, but as I've said, no desire to go at all. Maybe next year... :)

Bah, sorry to rant so much lately. It just... sucks. I'm losing people. Enough so that I don't have anyone to talk to, because I'm in the process of losing that person too. So... I get to talk to ya'll. Again, sorry. Not trying to be the whiny one... ahah.
 
We all have our times, no worries, it brings us all closer. Don't ever feel like you have to hide anything in here and can't talk about your feelings. :)

My IRL social life is the pits. I spend a LOT of time online talking to people and it seems to keep me happy. I still get outside and exercise but I've lost a lot of my friends; it's just not the same anymore, I don't click with them like I used to, things change.

Last saturday was the first time hanging out with people in months and muchos alcohol was consumed. I had a great night, went home, and haven't talked to them since, c'est la vie. Sometime in another few weeks we'll have another drunkfest, but that's really my only IRL social life. :\
 
Flarestar89 said:
I'm sad. I feel as if over time, I'm slowly losing everyone. I kind of have an unstable mood thing... (the shrink was of no assistance, so I plow through unaided), and I definitely crashed today. It's just annoying, to be SO euphoric and happy, to have one little thing crash you down... and then wonder if it even should have...
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Well, keep in mind that if its 'one little thing', it shouldn't be too important. Its hard to get true perspective on your life; but the best one can do is to think whether this one thing is gonna be important in 5 years....Can spin things around a bit.

Much luv to thee <3
 
Why... don't you call them sometime before then? ;) People always talk about how they aren't hanging out with people, but they never call anyone. (if you've tried this, sorry to be that annoying person who suggests advice you've already tried) You're in Canada, right? (if that's wrong, forgive me for being crazy)

Man, I just feel like things are falling apart. I'm so tempted to just refill my seroquel prescription and just not wake up/think for a long time... I'm failing, even though I'm trying so hard not to. I'm causing problems because I have emotions, and am having trouble just ignoring things that make me sad. Ugh. Just UGH.

Yeah, it... blows when things aren't the same anymore. I've gone through about 2 groups of friends in the past few years, but the one I'm currently on is still alright. I'm... not sure how long that'll last for.


The problem is that one little thing sets off EVERYTHING. Like dominos.
 
Shrinks never worked for me. Everything I've been told through my sessions (10 or so I think) was things I already knew. I've basically learned that everything that you need to know is already in you. You just need to listen to your inner voice rather than ignore it. The way I learned this was going through tough times and finally being fed up with the 2+ years of my life that I've wasted (well, wasted isn't the best word for it, but you know what I mean). I've been 10x happier since the day I finally woke up, even in some of the depressing times I've had since then. Bad times come and go, and around the bend is happiness. Yet, how can we really be happy if you don't know how to be in pain? Use those sad days as a blessing (in a none religious sense), in that it'll exemplify and at meaning to those times that you never want to end.

<3

e: Also one of the thing I've really embraced since I've rediscovered my life is that being selfish isn't necessarily bad. I feel people don't spend enough time trying to make themselves laugh, spend enough time planning events around themselves, etc. I don't mean to blow people off or do things to hurt others, I mean that you should plan your life around yourself and let others experience a part of your life if they are willing/want to, but never let others stand in the way or control the way you want to live. (sorry if this doesn't make much sense)
 
I have a lot of mental issues to but I just dont believe in perscribtion drugs anymore. I took Antidepressants for a few years and it never helped me as much as a strong dose of some psychedelics. Tripping makes me happier than anything a psychiatrist could prescribe.
 
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