Michelle76
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- Jul 10, 2017
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Its been years but recently I have been thinking about my ex alot. He is with a nice girl but I was the one who had his virginity and he used to say that there would be no one else. I am with someone but not happy.
What broke us up was his possessiveness and anger after one night of a missunderstanding.
I have had a lot of time to think about his behaviour and I now know its due to his lack of sexual partners when we first met but I could never understand this at the time and he never spoke to me about it.
Although I took his virginity I was younger and had a number of sexual encounters before.
I know it was wrong but I became a lady after a night of lust on a park bench for some reason I went off the guy soon after anywau. I also had a medium term relationship with a guy who was a bit of a rogue.
Finally a friend and i wound up having a onenight stand with two guy. One happened to be black I was not even that bothered about sex that night and should have known what they we like as one asked me for a fuck when I first met him ain so many words although my friend slept with the other one I only did on the second ocassion.
I told my ex about this in the early stages of our relatiomship in fact I mentioned shagging the black guy on our first night out so I was honest.
sometimes it would bother him during our time together othertimes it would turn him on. I never understood that.
I never cheated on him until he was told it was over but I told him there was noonelse at first. Then one night before I left we got close and he started acting kinky. I did not know what I wanted at the time but was turned on by my promiscuity and was enjoying the attention from men so I said to him that someonelse has had me. I stopped short of goodbye sex or getting back with him as this turned him on. He even said I could see lots of men and he would live with it. Yet after ai left he hot with someonelse. Its been years should I let him know or arrange a coincidental meeting after a makeover and getting a nice dress and hair in the style he liked. I simply do not know how he would react.
What broke us up was his possessiveness and anger after one night of a missunderstanding.
I have had a lot of time to think about his behaviour and I now know its due to his lack of sexual partners when we first met but I could never understand this at the time and he never spoke to me about it.
Although I took his virginity I was younger and had a number of sexual encounters before.
I know it was wrong but I became a lady after a night of lust on a park bench for some reason I went off the guy soon after anywau. I also had a medium term relationship with a guy who was a bit of a rogue.
Finally a friend and i wound up having a onenight stand with two guy. One happened to be black I was not even that bothered about sex that night and should have known what they we like as one asked me for a fuck when I first met him ain so many words although my friend slept with the other one I only did on the second ocassion.
I told my ex about this in the early stages of our relatiomship in fact I mentioned shagging the black guy on our first night out so I was honest.
sometimes it would bother him during our time together othertimes it would turn him on. I never understood that.
I never cheated on him until he was told it was over but I told him there was noonelse at first. Then one night before I left we got close and he started acting kinky. I did not know what I wanted at the time but was turned on by my promiscuity and was enjoying the attention from men so I said to him that someonelse has had me. I stopped short of goodbye sex or getting back with him as this turned him on. He even said I could see lots of men and he would live with it. Yet after ai left he hot with someonelse. Its been years should I let him know or arrange a coincidental meeting after a makeover and getting a nice dress and hair in the style he liked. I simply do not know how he would react.