ohshitebro
Greenlighter
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- Apr 24, 2013
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I'm an addict and alcoholic and have horrible ADD my old psych said he was surprised I was even passing classes, because of the results of my ADD test he had me do. Anyways I am a bad user of any drug that's abusable, I am 19 now and finally couldn't take it any more, I finally was sober again after a 8 month relapse, and speed and MDMA were my weakness. Anyhow I went to my doctor, and I made sure to let him know I was an addict, with a taste for speed. So I said hell no to adderol (would send me right back to my meth or mdma) before he even started to decide, he said vyvanse is perfect and could not be abused, I expressed my concern and he said it is a pro drug and will help everything.
I know this sounds rediculous but by week two I was all about it and felt okay about it becàuse I was in good heàlth, I had 1 left at 2 weeks, and made an app early to get high dose and new script, and did so then same deal 120 mg a day thing worked great with tons of monsters and mountain dews to make it stronger and it did, so I ran out and decided to wait out the two weeks to avoid sketchiness, next script same dose 60mg but I started to use 300 mgs with a kpin or two to take the edge off, then I decided I wanted mdma, so I went to my guy who lives 2 hrs away, bought my gram, and did it all that night on a kpin, went back home, took 300 to 600 mgs a day with the kp, cleaned my car 4 days after my trip my car was dirty, and I was cleaning it and found a bag with .2 crystal in it, already took my vyvanse 300mgs and then did the mdma and a kpin .5 kpins btw not high dosage and could barely feel the Molly, I shit on my brain with the gram, that was the most mdma I've ever done I used to use .5 every week and would hallucinate dogs at the end, never Thot u could on Molly. Anyways back to now, lost job, family found out I used again (lots of kpins, blackin out at night. Then 600mgs in a twelve hour period daily with 1mg kpins. Staying up 72 hours sleep then 48ish. Ran out my script in no time. Less than 2 weeks and idr shit about end of nights. Finally stopped and am clean since 2 days ago. And I was smoking a pack to two packs of smokes a day (smoked since I was like 12, 6th grade however old that was). Figured I woulda died somehow but I'm here still. I figured my heart must just be tired, brain is def fried a bit. Idk what does this abuse of that med of to me, it was no meth but it was legal.
So fucking do research guys, It is not all the doctors fault I didn't do my research and am lucky I didn't fully relapse to the real drugs instead of those things. Got to have done something to myself. I don't care about dying but shit fuck a coma or stroke. Was the vyasnse pretty bad for my heart? What damage does said use do to the drug abuser with no known heart problems? I mean it was not as bad as I was before my first rehab on reàl shit, but in the name of drug safety for others, would love to know! Thanks guys. Sorry if this sucked, no more meds lol.
I know this sounds rediculous but by week two I was all about it and felt okay about it becàuse I was in good heàlth, I had 1 left at 2 weeks, and made an app early to get high dose and new script, and did so then same deal 120 mg a day thing worked great with tons of monsters and mountain dews to make it stronger and it did, so I ran out and decided to wait out the two weeks to avoid sketchiness, next script same dose 60mg but I started to use 300 mgs with a kpin or two to take the edge off, then I decided I wanted mdma, so I went to my guy who lives 2 hrs away, bought my gram, and did it all that night on a kpin, went back home, took 300 to 600 mgs a day with the kp, cleaned my car 4 days after my trip my car was dirty, and I was cleaning it and found a bag with .2 crystal in it, already took my vyvanse 300mgs and then did the mdma and a kpin .5 kpins btw not high dosage and could barely feel the Molly, I shit on my brain with the gram, that was the most mdma I've ever done I used to use .5 every week and would hallucinate dogs at the end, never Thot u could on Molly. Anyways back to now, lost job, family found out I used again (lots of kpins, blackin out at night. Then 600mgs in a twelve hour period daily with 1mg kpins. Staying up 72 hours sleep then 48ish. Ran out my script in no time. Less than 2 weeks and idr shit about end of nights. Finally stopped and am clean since 2 days ago. And I was smoking a pack to two packs of smokes a day (smoked since I was like 12, 6th grade however old that was). Figured I woulda died somehow but I'm here still. I figured my heart must just be tired, brain is def fried a bit. Idk what does this abuse of that med of to me, it was no meth but it was legal.
So fucking do research guys, It is not all the doctors fault I didn't do my research and am lucky I didn't fully relapse to the real drugs instead of those things. Got to have done something to myself. I don't care about dying but shit fuck a coma or stroke. Was the vyasnse pretty bad for my heart? What damage does said use do to the drug abuser with no known heart problems? I mean it was not as bad as I was before my first rehab on reàl shit, but in the name of drug safety for others, would love to know! Thanks guys. Sorry if this sucked, no more meds lol.

