izzy66
Bluelighter
I am terrified for my son, terrible situation he's put himself in which has caused me to expect the phone call that no one, esp a parent, wants to receive.
Two extremely horrible evil people from the past are circling like vultures and to be brutally honest, I will be ecstatically happy to hear they have, by whatever means, disappeared permanently w/ no chance of return. And that makes me feel awful and wicked guilty cuz hoping for someone's permanent exit is just not my usual at all.
I do not like negative, destructive thoughts in my head.
And just how is it that some fuckers can go around doing the most terrible shit to people but never seem to have one damn consequence?
Angry, scared, constant anxiety beyond description... Wtf? Why? And idk how much longer before really neg health consequences begin due to carrying this constant anger and anxiety.
Just want my son to be happy and healthy. And safe.
I cannot get the "phone call", he is my only living blood relative, my only child...
-izzy
Two extremely horrible evil people from the past are circling like vultures and to be brutally honest, I will be ecstatically happy to hear they have, by whatever means, disappeared permanently w/ no chance of return. And that makes me feel awful and wicked guilty cuz hoping for someone's permanent exit is just not my usual at all.
I do not like negative, destructive thoughts in my head.
And just how is it that some fuckers can go around doing the most terrible shit to people but never seem to have one damn consequence?
Angry, scared, constant anxiety beyond description... Wtf? Why? And idk how much longer before really neg health consequences begin due to carrying this constant anger and anxiety.
Just want my son to be happy and healthy. And safe.
I cannot get the "phone call", he is my only living blood relative, my only child...
-izzy