And I thought I had serious issues the first (and last) time I plugged....WOW. Yeah. Some serious mdma overload goin on...not judging. Been there...and I have the anxiety disorder, messed up memory, and other negative long-term side effects to prove it. AND...I havent rolled in years as a result (as I now experience massive anxiety everytime I eat a pill, well at least the last several times I did...and even then, I had taken a year or two off if I can even get the time line correct).
Tell yourself: "Self, it's time to find a new hobby. And if you ever think of putting X up your P/V again, you need to check yourself in somewhere."
Unfortunately, if you are considering vaginally dosing yourself with XTC, you have probably already done some considerable damage to yourself...Stop now before you are too fried to care.