hikfromstik
Bluelighter
Good morning ash . How are you making it ? You sound like your doing great . Thanks for checking in on us still going thru WDs .
Dale , my biggest problem now is weakness. I went to Walmart last night and was exhausted when I got back home . I image its gonna be a long haul. I was on a high dose for around 18 years so I'm getting the impression my WD'S are going to be similar to yours . The burning sensation is just on top of my feet and back if cold air from our ac or fan hits them in bed . Oh the sneezing is bad too. My dad is convinced I have a cold also ( runny nose ,sneezing).
I had a terrible dental appointment yesterday so I'm up early. Lol, is it early where you are hik? It was 6:59am here.
Ash.
Dale , thanks for answering my questions. I've been a bit busier today . I worked for 3hrs this morning, then got a birthday gift for my father . The world is already clearing up. My priorities are changing. I bought my father a very nice birthday gift that he has been needing for a long time . It cost a lot of money , but he's been good to me and deserved a good gift. I've got my mother to get me some old childhood photos from when they carried me and my sister on vacation in the 80s. They brought back so many good memories that have in my brain ,but just didn't realize how precious they were until now . Songs that I never thought much of are now in my main playlist . I'm pooped now and need to rest because we are going to eat for his birthday tonight. I talk to you again
but I did it for my dadGood for you hik. I'm glad to hear you went to your dad's birthday dinner. That's where I would have been too.
Sounds like your symptoms are still pretty tough, but you made it 16 days. This is a lot further than most people get. You are so close now to the start of really feeling a difference. Just take it day by day (or minute by minute if you need to). This is a time when you might also start thinking "methadone wasn't so so bad." If you think that, just think back to your first 10 days of withdrawals and remember how it bad it has been.
During this third week, try not to push it at all. Think like you are sick with the flu and take it easy. If it gets too rough at times, I think it's absolutely ok to cry. Take the time every day to close your eyes and imagine yourself in another month or two - no withdrawals at all, sleeping good every night and feeling good again without any drug in you. You will get there
Let Us Pray: Lord, grant me the strength to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and friends to post my bail when I snap
Your friend,
Dale
Day 18 here , I slept about 8 hrs last night with some minor insomnia ( tossing about once an hr then falling asleep again). I found my old nodoze ( caffeine ) pills and halved one with a coke to see how I would feel . I feel way more motivated. I read an article about how caffeine stimulates the dopamine receptors . I stopped all caffeine during my first withdrawal days until now . Im getting back to my old self ,but slowly. The WD's are just about totally gone . I'm Still getting some residual effects from the gabapentin. Is this normal ? It was stopped 3 days ago. I'm having problems with being anxious in pubic places (clinical antiperspirants needed) . I've rarely had problems like this before ,so hopefully it'll dissipate over time . Just another bump in the road . I have a family wedding to attend tomorrow . I dread the anxiety, but I'll get to see some great friends and family. They have a wet bar ,so I may grab a cold one if the anxiety gets too bad .
The anxiety is likely a residual withdrawal symptom. It'll get better with time
Thanks for all your support Ash , I went to our local AT&T store to get a tablet today. I really didn't have the nervousness today . Its weird. Its gonna be nice weather for the wedding thankfully.Hey hik!!
Day 18, wow so awesome!!!!
Just be careful not having too much caffeine if you are having some issues with anxiety, caffeine will magnify the anxiety and you don't need that!!
I'm sure the anxiety won't last long though. Have a great time at the wedding tomorrow, I really hope you enjoy yourself!!!
Here for you always,
your friend,
Ash.