Hi man.Seems like you been through some really hard stuff.
Im really happy to see that you are still clean and free from methadone.
I hope that those withdrawals are soon over for you.
Keep up the good work friend.
Thanks for checking in 10yr . I'm hanging in there still. It really means a lot that you checked in and I'm someone's hero, thank you .I've been so unmotivated lately that I just quit reading post gradually. I'm going through what is hopefully just a symptom of withdrawals. I actually felt good a few weeks ago and then BAM , a weird depression ,no motivation, no interest feeling crept in . I have some welbutrin that I usually take when my winter blues come on in January that I can take,but gonna what a bit longer to see if this passes . Hopefully I can maintain my path .Hi hik!
You're in my thoughts. You and Dale are my heroes! What the two of you accomplished really is amazing. Not many do.
How are you? How are your cravings? I'm sure all you went through is still deeply imprinted in your memory. And soul! Man oh man, you are one tough cookie.
I hope you're well hik and getting ready to enjoy Halloween w your family. Lots of love to you.![]()
Ash , you caught me haha, I've been too busy working and I'm suffering the paws still . I still just feel like crap. No physical withdrawals , but the paws really kicked in full force in the last few weeks. As soon as I get a break working I'm getting a gym membership. I've heard all the BL community praising exercise, but I have procrastinated too much. I called to check prices this morning, so that's a step in the right direction.
My freaking C1 and C2 disk are causing a bad pressure sensation in my brain stem area also . I feel like my whole body is broken. I just ordered a Saunders cervical traction machine to help align my neck. It really worked the last couple times at therapy. I'm about ready to get my Soma script filled too. I know they were the only thing that would help my bulging disk pain last year. That will be my last straw ,then the insurance shuffle of nerve blocks then surgery.
I'm also having weird loss of interest in the middle of conversations. I'm guessing this is what some call anhedonia. I've really just lost interest in everything. I'm forgetful as hell too . If I got pulled over I'm not too sure I could pass a sobriety test and I'm sober as a judge . I dont know if this is normal paws or methadone specific paws . I've heard the stories about how methadone works on different parts of the brain compared to morphine like opiates. Im gonna try to check in with everyone here more. I just haven't had the motivation lately to do it. Good day to all on here during their fight and thanks for checking in on me Ashley.