Ok so ive been writing some threads lately, ive also been doing alot of research and im not really finding many answeres or reassurance. Im not getting alot of good info from clinic employees at this point either, my counseling doesnt start till monday.
using to detox from about 60/90mgs morphine and 90mgs of hydro a day maybe some days oxy instead of hydro. morphine is the only drug that stayed constant.
So tommrow morning will be my third dose. Fri i took 30mgs about 8am and by 5pm i had to start work and my legs were weak and trebling i was irritated screaming at stupid shit while driving, i took 20mgs of hydro and 15mgs of m i was fine all night.
This morning i took 40mgs of methadone around 830am and felt hi fuck till around 3pm or so, pinned pupils and all. After 3pm i still had no physicall withdrawal but i was tired as shit. around 9pm or so im starting to get wrestless and irritable.
Ok so idk what to think and im afraid of getting addicted to meth, only planning on doing the 21 day program. I will not go over 40mgs. I cant understand why im getting so hi in the morning but feeling so shitee 12 hrs later. I know it takes a few days for meth to hold you 24 hours.
Like at night am i feeling the WD from all the other opiates ive used for a year or, idk what im really asking i know im wding cuz the methadone is wearing off but am i wding also from the methadone use, i mean its just an opiate ughh im confused a bit.
If im just using to detox should i be getting so hi the first 6 hours?? The hi's seem really strong and like a step backwards, but the fact that im not holding at night but getting so hi in the morning is confusing me about my dosage. Im thinking of trying to cut back to 35mgs tommrow if theyll let me but i need to make it till about 12am becuase i work at night, i chose to use meth becuase i thought it would at least last me 18 hours or so everyday and i could stay realtively comftorable.
The clinics whole plan is to give you 30 on the first day 40 the second them keep you at 40 (or stabalized i guess) for 6 days then start tappering off the methadone the next 15 days.
What will happen if i just keep at there plan for like 10 days then stop going, i dont want the meth wds, and i read alot of people just take a base dose for 5 to 10 days and stop the meth with minmal WD discomfort from any of it, thats another reason im confused becuase i would think youd still be in for WDs using the meth..
Please straighten me out and give me some advice thats not so the clinic can make more money. MMT is no option nor is it anything i want being on this drug for the last few days, its definately makes me a sleepy zombie that cant sleep when its acually holding me.
using to detox from about 60/90mgs morphine and 90mgs of hydro a day maybe some days oxy instead of hydro. morphine is the only drug that stayed constant.
So tommrow morning will be my third dose. Fri i took 30mgs about 8am and by 5pm i had to start work and my legs were weak and trebling i was irritated screaming at stupid shit while driving, i took 20mgs of hydro and 15mgs of m i was fine all night.
This morning i took 40mgs of methadone around 830am and felt hi fuck till around 3pm or so, pinned pupils and all. After 3pm i still had no physicall withdrawal but i was tired as shit. around 9pm or so im starting to get wrestless and irritable.
Ok so idk what to think and im afraid of getting addicted to meth, only planning on doing the 21 day program. I will not go over 40mgs. I cant understand why im getting so hi in the morning but feeling so shitee 12 hrs later. I know it takes a few days for meth to hold you 24 hours.
Like at night am i feeling the WD from all the other opiates ive used for a year or, idk what im really asking i know im wding cuz the methadone is wearing off but am i wding also from the methadone use, i mean its just an opiate ughh im confused a bit.
If im just using to detox should i be getting so hi the first 6 hours?? The hi's seem really strong and like a step backwards, but the fact that im not holding at night but getting so hi in the morning is confusing me about my dosage. Im thinking of trying to cut back to 35mgs tommrow if theyll let me but i need to make it till about 12am becuase i work at night, i chose to use meth becuase i thought it would at least last me 18 hours or so everyday and i could stay realtively comftorable.
The clinics whole plan is to give you 30 on the first day 40 the second them keep you at 40 (or stabalized i guess) for 6 days then start tappering off the methadone the next 15 days.
What will happen if i just keep at there plan for like 10 days then stop going, i dont want the meth wds, and i read alot of people just take a base dose for 5 to 10 days and stop the meth with minmal WD discomfort from any of it, thats another reason im confused becuase i would think youd still be in for WDs using the meth..
Please straighten me out and give me some advice thats not so the clinic can make more money. MMT is no option nor is it anything i want being on this drug for the last few days, its definately makes me a sleepy zombie that cant sleep when its acually holding me.
