Been to the hospital for a quick checkup now, but except for me being slightly out of shape they didn't find anything alarming; no signs of diabetes, no vitamin inbalance, no mineral deficiency, no cancer (8)... ) no nothing. Again, this confuse me.
First I must say that I have been getting some hypochondriac tedencies when stimming lately, but only when snorting by myself and lacking someone to direct all that unbelievably strong (speed-induced) focus onto something nice, beautiful and joyful... - instead, I let my mind slip, notice a pseudo-tingleling sensation in my arm/a shady looking lesion/heart palps/whatever and with the stimulating help from the amphetamine I shift focus, begin to look up symptoms and imagine that all those hellish things I read are about to happen to poor little me... But it never does, and afterwards I always laugh at myself and my shitty fragile mind. I've never felt any "real" pain during these occassions, or any other undoubtly"real" symptom for that matter, which leads me to believe that these symptoms and sensations I get now are real. Probably not severe, but very present.
What exactly do you eat during these "full meals?"
Are you ingesting a lot of processed carbs and sugars?
No, not more so than everyone else, trying to avoid too much sugar and salt, some vegetables by the side, a piece of meat, some rice, etc. Trying to keep a balanced and healthy diet. Actually, I've been eating "better" lately with no white bread, no lactose, slow carbs, and so on. No help.
I apologize to albany_force if he didn't-I just got a rude message from someone else at the same time from another post where you closed that thread-and thought the two of them could be playing a joke. (they were both on line) ...my error.
No problem mate
Is your urine seemingly more frequent, you have dizzy spells, uncontrollable thirst, dramatic weight loss, vision weakness (can be slight), pungent in smell or color, brown, bloating, gas, constipation?
If so, please see a doctor as soon as possible prior to doing any self medicating.
Other questions:
Are you frequently cold, tired, depressed, or anxious?
Thanks for the advice. Yes, I've urinated alot during the past month - like every hour/two hours, with an STRONG need to pee every morning (or whenever I wake up). I feel little or no thirst, drink moderately, or at least not in abusive amounts. Constant "hunger" - it's not really that physical, empty feeling of hunger, it's more of feeling a chronic need and craving for food, be it salty meat or sweet sugars, I eat it all. I think I eat a medium sized meal every hour or so, sometimes with a sandwich in between. But I haven't gained weight. I've lost some. Not much, just a bit.
Been gassy and a little constipated, occasionally loose crap and bloated belly. Anxious and depressed? I dunno, really. Not living the brightest time of my life, nor the darkest, and except for the stim induced anxiety I'm pretty happy, but who knows? My mind have backstabbed me before, might just do it again, hah.
Any ideas of what it could be? As I wrote the doctors didn't find anything but then I didn't mention the drugs and I just got a quick look up so they could've missed something.
By the way, I just stumbled upon a source saying that my tap water (which I drink!) is kind off hard: 10-11 °dH, and contains a lot of magnesium and calcium, could that possibly cause this? Imagine I'll take a 500mg magnesium supplement, snort some snow, drink a litre or two of the hard water while not eating properly for a few hours... Could the minerals in the water mess up the electrolyte/vitamin/mineral balance? What do you think?