hey cope ,there not as bad , but you know when you get to the point when your doing so well and you think fuck im actually beating it now finally , i can go through the days without even realy thinking too much about my symptoms because i forget them?
then i took a pill on saturday and 2 days later i get this symptoms again that are like the ones i had before , not as bad but its just really noticable again....
im so dissapointed in myself
im not doing it now , this is it , im gonna stay clean , its not worth all this rubbish i been through ,
iv been so positive and i have got through this really well over the last 3 months , to be honest i have recovered rather quickly compared to alot of posts i have seen, but this is a setback and i need to sort this out this time.
so im gonna promise that im gonna stay clean and get rid of this.
and im glad to hear your getting better cope , i know what your going through.....
did you go through the same symptoms as me? if you did then you know its hell. its probably been the worst year of my life tbh , ever since i have had this i have found that i have been easier infected with colds and coughs and illnesses, dont know if anyone feels the same way or you cope?
cheers, hope to hear a quick response from you