deficiT
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I am thankful to have a supportive family, and I'm thankful to still have my life. I feel I've gained a bit of experience and wisdom after the events of the past week. I just pray that I can put it to good use.
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Positive Today I'm Thankful For vs. Still Standing and Keeping it Simple
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redtailblack
Greenlighter
That I'm somehow managing to pass my masters degree..
(I have two major assignments due in the next few days. I haven't started one of them. I keep procrastinating and getting stuck in the black hole that is coroners reports..)
(I have two major assignments due in the next few days. I haven't started one of them. I keep procrastinating and getting stuck in the black hole that is coroners reports..)
Good luck for your assignments! Get off Bluelight for now and go attack those assignments and come back on here when you're done and tell us how they went!!
(I say that because I was the queen of procrastination when I had assessments due for uni, and things like Bluelight are a huge distraction cos this place is so awesome haha)
Good old friends
cduggles
Bluelight Crew
People who are willing to help me get boring stuff done.
stardust10
Bluelighter
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Being alive and having a family
Oh and kind people on Bluelight
Oh and kind people on Bluelight
My Dads out of the hospital as he had a minor heart attack three days ago. Love my Dad and am extremely thankful he is still around
cduggles
Bluelight Crew
People who care enough about me to help me when I need it.
the_ketaman
Bluelighter
I am grateful for an amazing friend who I have a special and unique relationship with. I love him a lot.
deficiT
Bluelight Crew
Tomorrow I start the core training for a Peer Recovery certificate 
Hopefully will be my ticket to be able to help people recover from addiction and mental illness
Hopefully will be my ticket to be able to help people recover from addiction and mental illness
tubgirl.jpg
Bluelight Crew
Decadent ladies and yellow Camel.
My depth is that of a puddle of spit today.
My depth is that of a puddle of spit today.
tubgirl.jpg
Bluelight Crew
Dude, that is so awesome.Tomorrow I start the core training for a Peer Recovery certificate
deficiT
Bluelight Crew
Yeah I'm really excited. I've been doing nothing for well over a month now so it'll be great to be productive and have a goal
tubgirl.jpg
Bluelight Crew
I'm always impressed by people who do stuff like that. They're the greatest, the fucking salt of the earth. I'm happy for you man, I hope it works out.
Sometimes that's all we can do, and it's better than doing nothing
Hang in there man
cduggles
Bluelight Crew
Mom’s cooking.
deficiT
Bluelight Crew
Finally got my whip back, and my food money going on, I'm gonna be eating good from here on out
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Okay people, i am here like this 
I just saw something so beautiful that... no words. I woke up like 15 minutes ago. Started to make coffee. As i wait for my morning caffeine fix, i go to my bedroom, sit down and light up a cigarette. Blackout curtains there, with maybe 1 centimeter gap for some reason now. Rising sun shining through that gap. Fan on. Window open. As i exhale smoke, i can see that 1 centimeter "wall of smoke" and as the air is circulating it was... there are no words. Feeling gratitude now and God knows that because i said that to God.
My phone is from the stone age. Only a 2 megapixel camera. But i absolutely have to try to take a video when i get new nicotine cravings soon. If it works, i have to try to find a cable to upload it to my laptop, then upload it online and post it to the psychedelics forum. I don't do psychedelics anymore, but if the video works, if it can be captured even close to the way i see it, then people on shrooms or LSD or stuff like that has to see it.
Best start for the day in many many months.
Edited later: Quality is really bad... i knew that 2 mpix camera sucks, but this is just lousy. Trip headz will not appreciate this one, but since i talked about it, here it is:
I just saw something so beautiful that... no words. I woke up like 15 minutes ago. Started to make coffee. As i wait for my morning caffeine fix, i go to my bedroom, sit down and light up a cigarette. Blackout curtains there, with maybe 1 centimeter gap for some reason now. Rising sun shining through that gap. Fan on. Window open. As i exhale smoke, i can see that 1 centimeter "wall of smoke" and as the air is circulating it was... there are no words. Feeling gratitude now and God knows that because i said that to God.
My phone is from the stone age. Only a 2 megapixel camera. But i absolutely have to try to take a video when i get new nicotine cravings soon. If it works, i have to try to find a cable to upload it to my laptop, then upload it online and post it to the psychedelics forum. I don't do psychedelics anymore, but if the video works, if it can be captured even close to the way i see it, then people on shrooms or LSD or stuff like that has to see it.
Best start for the day in many many months.
Edited later: Quality is really bad... i knew that 2 mpix camera sucks, but this is just lousy. Trip headz will not appreciate this one, but since i talked about it, here it is:
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