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Today I am thankful for...

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Cannot wait to get back to lifting. I was doing very good for close two 2 years and then broke down and stopped working out that much.


Not using anything at all for the first time in close to 10 years. (I'm not really counting my sober stints because I wasn't ready, but I will use them as learning experiences).
 
Today I am thankful
that this last relapse was a darn short one an helped me remember just why in heck i stopped.

Also thankful for methadone because thanks to it i live a pretty pain free life and well it helped prevent me from relapsing myself back into a darn habit.
 
The ability to vent horrible anger and hatred 4 things and people, on objects that cant breathe or feel pain.

I fucking hate violence and people who hurt others:|
 
it's easier to bitch about things than to be great full for them, but chances are a lot of the things are on your bitch list should one way or another be on your thankfulness list.

i'm great full that i can look out the window of a train, or a car and enjoy the trees.
i'm great full not to be so numbed out and apathetic anymore.
 
^Awww:)

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