Just a few hours alone..... it seems to not happen often between the kid and the girlfriend. Just nice to be at peace here right now alone, only me and my thoughts which i find quite entertaining atm
today i am thankful that i have parents that are understanding. i am glad that i can have a conversation with them and share my side of things. and we can talk to eachother like human beings. trust me that is a miracle.
im also thankful that they bought me a used guitar haha since getting clean, im all about music and am so happy that i have the opportunity to learn to play before i do my bid. (even though it is painful to type right now lol)
^^ I am thankful for Bluelight too, Thick. I have learned a lot here. I have had my concerns addressed by real people with real experience. I have ALMOST never been judged. There are basically only a couple of people here that hate on me, or make fun of me.
Today I am also thankful for Generic Mind. He's the kind of dickhead I can totally relate to and even when he does get snarky, he doesn't HATE hate, like the bitches do.
I'm just thankfull today that im not dead from the gross amount of alchohol, OP8s,trycilics and benzos ive consumed in the last few days..... the universe must have purpose for me as im still here an im petty sure anyone who did what iv'e been doing would surley be really really fucked right now if not dead
im thankfull today for this sence of calmness iv'e not felt in a long time...not obtained properly but im actualy feeling good today, n one has to b thankfull 4 that.
Today i just have to be thankfull to my beautifull, awesome, and most loveing girlfriend i have ever had... I really cant fuigure why she is with a dropkick like me, but without her things would be way harder... thanks babe..much to you for being here during my tough times. I'l never forget the support u givin me