Today I am thankful for...

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today i am happy for

free slab of beer from the bloke whos house im workin for
500 bonus

realising today that yestday was paydill and today is FRIDAY , few G's in the bank waitin for me right now mmmm feels good not havin that lil red devil on my shoulders anymore pestering me to buy drugs...

AAlso havent popped any of meds (benzos) today ,and still feel fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine
tho been drinkin slowly on some mercurys

And its the start of a weekend, duno wether to relax with new freind, wtahc movie and cook her a banger roast @ home wich is vacated for most the weekend

Orrrrrrrrrrr go all out n movies n dinner somewhere nice then go to a good mates gig in frankston, get it inevitable fights, then have to drag sum passed out woman a long fukn way bak to my house.... decisions....


cant win...
 
literature, humanity's ultimate escape from reality, my own reality devolving into insurmountable meaningless, aloneness, nihilism, languishment, disregard...
 
im thankful for my sobriety. im thankful that i dont wake up every morning with the uncontrollable desire to shoot oxy or dilaudid. that was such a hopeless feeling...:-) thankful im not what i used to be
 
a couple today

A plentifull supply of Klopin, my daughter as usual and probably the fact theres plenty of food in the fridge and cupboard for the moment.... Also my kids mom whom ive never recieved a cent from to help out, decided to send me money this week. Spose those letters from the child support agency have a minor effect on some:\
 
My relationship with my Mother- we've been through thick and thin and come out the other end! :)
 
Staying clean off of opiates for a little over 2 weeks.....now is the part where PAWS kicks in....life at work just blows and goes by soooo much slower, but I am thankful I have managed to stay off of them.
 
My kids smile... some more income, the fact that we are set for at least the next forghtnight, And the kiddos gonna get sum awesome pressies this year 4 comeingup birthday:)
 
for those who care about me. more importantly, for actually believing that they do.
 
For awareness of learning to cope with issues and how some days just seem to throw you a carrot... without the stick!....and for people(I hate to admit it but they can also have a positive impact ;)) and their
beautiful ways.
 
imma just keep it simple. I'm thankful for the folks I've met on BL.

There's more heart on this site than a mope like me can even fathom
 
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