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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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Air conditioning. the climate here lacks the cool breezy ocean moderated winds typical of the tropics and sub-tropics, and also lacks the complete absence of moisture of the deserts, making just oh so unpleasant and sticky, thankfully electric motors and basic fluid dynamics hold the solution.
 
Today I am thankful for the support my mental health case worker gave me when i really needed someone to talk to.

I'm also thankful I'm still alive after recklessly necking poppy tea on top of a bunch of benzos and some wine.

But most of all I'm thankful I applied to art college today. Which is a big thing for me.

Stay positive
 
I'm thankful for my recovery. I don't know how could have ever found this new great life for myself with all of these great people. Life is truly a beautiful thing and you're only going to miss out on it with that needle in your arm. I'm thankful that I still have my mother and my family supporting me. I'm thankful for a cup of coffee in the morning or a nice jog at the gym. I'm thankful for a belly laugh with my friends. I'm thankful for a lot of things.
 
Right now.. I'm thankfull in kinda a fucked up way just to be me.... There aint and wont EVER be....... Someone out there like me. Its the only thing i have to like about myself is that im an individual, and no other motherfucker will ever come close to replicating that which is my self/ my soul... We are all unique im thankfull to have realised this.
 
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I am thankful to TDS i've been trolling for about a week, and have spent about 7 hours looking at other peoples threads i just joined yesterday, because the 5 days i've been clean, i've come out of a fog that i've been in for two years and see that i have a great support system around me 24/7 my girlfriend loves me to death after 10 years when i told her she broke down and cried but never left my side even coming to the doctor with me the next morning along with my mom and dad, i am thankful to be alive today without my habit, which as much as i was doing could have killed me, and i'm alive today
 
Hey there onewishisal <3 Welcome. I am thankful you are here and have been clean for 5 days. Stick around and post in the other social threads. There is a huge network of friendship and support here (which I'm sure you've come across in your trolling).
 
Thankful to have been given the chance to meet in person this past week a few of the bluelighters I have come to love and admire. I am also thankful to have been able to visit my family and best friend during this visit up north as well.
 
Today I am thankful for the <snip> 12oz Ney York Strip that I had grub cabbed to my residence.
 
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Time to BUMP the gratitude thread! Think about it. Every day that you are here, no matter what calamity has befallen you, no matter what life is throwing at you, no matter what predicament you have gotten yourself into or what forces far beyond your control have conspired to drag you down, there is always something that you can stop and be thankful for. It is the act of being thankful, of calling that emotion up in yourself that is so powerful, that works such magic. Gratitude focuses us outside of ourselves and gives us perspective. Gratitude makes us aware of things that we normally miss or undervalue. Most of all gratitude is its own reward: it feels good. <3

Today, I am grateful for the rock solid beautiful living son of mine. He is a delight and a friend and a young man that I admire as well as being the son I love. Sometimes I am so consumed in grief over his younger brother that I forget to look up from my own pain and help him with his. Today we gardened together. It was so ordinary and relaxed. We had a blazing blue sky above us and good soil to stick our hands in and we were happy together. It was so special because it was so ordinary. We have forgotten what that is in this family over the last year. I am grateful for him and to him; for the garden and for all this big spacious life around us.
 
have not done that this year^but my neighbor gave me a nasturtium i need to put into another pot, i am thankful for that.

i left all my roses at the house, am regretting this as it would be the perfect light situation, full sun in either the mornings or evening for 5 hours...

but there is a big rose garden near by where i could take some cuts and clone them.
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thanks spork, i am interested to see if eating a lot starts it up again, that has been the routine since moving, but no nausea and other funk, which has been massively releaving, no explaining how much so.

lol - it is really nice to not be stoned to the bone all the time.
 
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