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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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Spose the fact ive been playin russian roulette with pills and booze and all manner of other things over the years, And im still here... I must be one lucky motherfucker.
 
I actually meant to come online and post this a week or two ago: I am so very thankful for two of my best friends, and my sister. Despite getting really close to losing control and doing some really REALLY stupid things, I managed to only do really stupid things. Heh.

Really, though. Without those three, I don't know how I would have survived that specific day. I'm also thankful to myself for finding the strength to actually reach out to them rather than trying to "deal" with it by myself. (I don't really cope well with situations I can't handle.) Thanks to them, although I lost control for a little bit, I was able to reign it in before things got worse than they were.
 
^^^ You have an amazing strength inside you and a will to live and be happy too. <3<3

I am thankful for my TDS family for giving me something to do at times when I feel unfulfilled and lonely. <3 Love yew guise!!
 
Today i am thankful that I reconnected with an old friend. He is the son of a good friend of mine that died and he was good friends with both my boys growing up. I really love him and we had lost touch over the past few years after he graduated. It was great to have him over, cook dinner for him like in the old days and just appreciate what a great young man he is. We talked about about his mom's death ten years ago (he was only 14) and my son's death. It felt good to talk openly about them, knowing that I loved his mom and he loved my son.
 
Right now (and as always) I'm thankfull to b able to come here and vent off my shit when things are dark. And things are dark so very thankfull atm for just that.
 
Today I am thankful that I can now see that there is life and options open to me after losing my job through redundancy.
 
I am so thankful to have been given the opportunity to see and meet so many beautiful and caring people in this section and on this site. It puts me into such a state of awe when I see the amount of compassion, support and pure love that strangers give out to one another on here on a daily basis.

<3 You all are so amazing.
 
I am thankful that God saw fit for me to find my way back from the darkness. For you guys that even before i started posting saved my life just by showing support for all those caught up in the struggle. And that i live with good sober people. Sorry to mention God but he's already working for me. Interview tomorrow :) I know as long as i live right i will be fine. Peace :)
 
Asclepius said:
^This. Well, My Folks. =D

This thread is too damn sweet. =D<3
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Agreed!

I'm thankful for this wonderful thread! I'm thankful for family and most of all my grandmother who it giving me support and a place to live so that I can clean up my act.. she is so wonderful and puts up with all of my insanity! <3 (I don't know how she does it )
 
Today i'm thankful of having my children around me to make me smile when i really need to smile...
 
I really love the rewards of sobriety. 1 job offer today interview tomorrow, just took a couple mile walk and went to the Park. Life is so much easier with nothing to hide :D
 
^ Aw Coolness! =D Best of luck with it darlin! <3:D

The beautiful people I meet at work, sunshine and solitude (with company on the sidelines ;))
 
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