LacerateRaindrop
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Im not sure where to post this but I need help...
I recently relapsed after getting off of alcohol and subutex (I was on for 6 years) I had 1 1/2 yrs clean and then started an implant dental restoration that has still not been completed but with the extractions, the implant surgery I was given pain pills and even though I was working a very tight AA program and told my sponsor about the pain pills, I still ended up relapsing and calling my old drug dealer. I think it's been like 4 mos that ive been trying to hide my relapse and I think my daily dose was around 90mg of pure oxycodone give or take 10mg depending how much money i had. I just bought 20 (30mg) on Saturday and was out by Wednesday Night, my dd said she couldnt get anymore for awhile and I can no longer hide this because I am really screwed financially. My SO is clean over 4 years and he also works a tight program so if he found out I was using I am sure he would leave me.....ugh My question is this. Wed evening I took around 8mg, I had some crumbs Thur, got a Tramadol RX from the dentist Thur morning. Ive been taking Lope since Wed night and Buspar, I dont have a lot of w/d I take nyquil at night and have managed to sleep through a lot of this unless I'm at work (where I am now) my friend can get me 2 8mg Subutex, my question is should I go on the Sub tomorrow? or will that make everything worse? will tomorrow be a bad day since it's the 3rd day? NEED SOME REAL EXPERIENCE HERE! Please, I have been an opiate user for a very long time and this wd seems bogus but I know the oxy's half life is so small compared to Sub (whos wd is horrendous) that could i be almost out of the woods by God's grace? The cravings are killing me....and I'm in a major fog but able to function. God help me I forgot to add that I will be out of the tramadol by tomorrow as I've been taking like 200mg since I got the script yesterday morning and there were only 20 50mg, they do have a refill but I highly doubt I'd be able to get them refilled within a few days.
I recently relapsed after getting off of alcohol and subutex (I was on for 6 years) I had 1 1/2 yrs clean and then started an implant dental restoration that has still not been completed but with the extractions, the implant surgery I was given pain pills and even though I was working a very tight AA program and told my sponsor about the pain pills, I still ended up relapsing and calling my old drug dealer. I think it's been like 4 mos that ive been trying to hide my relapse and I think my daily dose was around 90mg of pure oxycodone give or take 10mg depending how much money i had. I just bought 20 (30mg) on Saturday and was out by Wednesday Night, my dd said she couldnt get anymore for awhile and I can no longer hide this because I am really screwed financially. My SO is clean over 4 years and he also works a tight program so if he found out I was using I am sure he would leave me.....ugh My question is this. Wed evening I took around 8mg, I had some crumbs Thur, got a Tramadol RX from the dentist Thur morning. Ive been taking Lope since Wed night and Buspar, I dont have a lot of w/d I take nyquil at night and have managed to sleep through a lot of this unless I'm at work (where I am now) my friend can get me 2 8mg Subutex, my question is should I go on the Sub tomorrow? or will that make everything worse? will tomorrow be a bad day since it's the 3rd day? NEED SOME REAL EXPERIENCE HERE! Please, I have been an opiate user for a very long time and this wd seems bogus but I know the oxy's half life is so small compared to Sub (whos wd is horrendous) that could i be almost out of the woods by God's grace? The cravings are killing me....and I'm in a major fog but able to function. God help me I forgot to add that I will be out of the tramadol by tomorrow as I've been taking like 200mg since I got the script yesterday morning and there were only 20 50mg, they do have a refill but I highly doubt I'd be able to get them refilled within a few days.