Hey Jas, this is your own personal conscience writing you.
It seems as if the last hundred times I laid this note on your heart, you ignored it.
Face it boy, you failed. You tried over and over to make that relationship work, but you insisted on ignoring me, and now look where you are. I tried warning you from the very beginning, but you just couldnt see the error in your ways. I guess ignorance truly is bliss..
Remember when you felt a heavy heart for dating a girl who denounced God? That was me whispering to your soul. Remember when she said she absolutely had to have the biggest ring possible? Remember how you *knew* somehow that this wasnt the girl for you? That was me again. Or remember the day you caught her in that lie? You know which one, the lie she told you about not fucking that guy from Zanesville? Think back to how you felt that day.....that was me punching you in the gut trying to bring you to your senses.
You're just going to have to let go, and realize that you put all your worth and sake into that relationship for nothing. Even though I warned you not to give your heart away so fast in the beginning, you did it anyways. Hurts doesn't it?
Dont hate her, Jay. Hate the fact that you allowed these things to happen. Hate the fact that you let her push you around and manipulate your feelings so easily. You bought right into her guilt trips, her deceiving, and her unwavering thrist to control you, and you came back for more, all because you didnt listen to me. You and only you let things get this way, I told you to stand up for yourself and be the person you are! Don ever let another girl come between you and your friends again, okay? You cant imagine the abuse you've put me through over the last 17 months..
You cant be so quick to settle for second best, or be content with the first girl that comes along, buddy! You have got to lift your head high, and realize that she is more of a burden that a girlfriend now. Pick yourself up, raise your chin high, and embrace change as it comes along. Learn to live and love again, and listen to me when I tell you there is someone better for you out there!
There IS light at the end of this dark tunnel! I can see it, can you? Know that if you ever need me, I am always here. You need only look deep within yourself to find me, and I promise you boy, I will never lead you astray.
It seems as if the last hundred times I laid this note on your heart, you ignored it.
Face it boy, you failed. You tried over and over to make that relationship work, but you insisted on ignoring me, and now look where you are. I tried warning you from the very beginning, but you just couldnt see the error in your ways. I guess ignorance truly is bliss..
Remember when you felt a heavy heart for dating a girl who denounced God? That was me whispering to your soul. Remember when she said she absolutely had to have the biggest ring possible? Remember how you *knew* somehow that this wasnt the girl for you? That was me again. Or remember the day you caught her in that lie? You know which one, the lie she told you about not fucking that guy from Zanesville? Think back to how you felt that day.....that was me punching you in the gut trying to bring you to your senses.
You're just going to have to let go, and realize that you put all your worth and sake into that relationship for nothing. Even though I warned you not to give your heart away so fast in the beginning, you did it anyways. Hurts doesn't it?
Dont hate her, Jay. Hate the fact that you allowed these things to happen. Hate the fact that you let her push you around and manipulate your feelings so easily. You bought right into her guilt trips, her deceiving, and her unwavering thrist to control you, and you came back for more, all because you didnt listen to me. You and only you let things get this way, I told you to stand up for yourself and be the person you are! Don ever let another girl come between you and your friends again, okay? You cant imagine the abuse you've put me through over the last 17 months..
You cant be so quick to settle for second best, or be content with the first girl that comes along, buddy! You have got to lift your head high, and realize that she is more of a burden that a girlfriend now. Pick yourself up, raise your chin high, and embrace change as it comes along. Learn to live and love again, and listen to me when I tell you there is someone better for you out there!
There IS light at the end of this dark tunnel! I can see it, can you? Know that if you ever need me, I am always here. You need only look deep within yourself to find me, and I promise you boy, I will never lead you astray.
