I "think" I've lost a couple of oxy somewhere around Liverpool. Most likely a fair amount of cash, had handed my local off license guy £20 for a pack of gum and walked off without the change and gum. I only know this because when I next went in sober he gave me it back and a stick of gum and explained what had happened. I also had apparently nodded out in the corner of his shop for a good 10 minutes one week apparently, standing up of course. Good Guy really, much respect. we have abit of an inside joke as he asks me "whether I am awake or not today" since I'm trying to stay off any kind of narcotic.
Dignity, friends. Came close to losing a few teeth most likely. Me and a mate got speaking to someone in the local about myself getting myself banned from the clubs in town ( nightsafe or something) and I couldn't believe the doormen's explanation of why they gave me a going over and called the police. Apparently after getting absolutely tanked I'd gone around asking people to punch me , not fight me but just to hit me in the face - last time I mix benzos and alcohol in a public enviroment. But apparently according to this guy we were speaking to who is also a doorman in another town, I had tried to start on him a few times apparently. Like gone over to him and whoever he was with , mumbled some shit waved my hands in the air in a sort of shadow boxing fashion and then wandered across the road in the opposite direction. Of course I have absolutely no memory of any of this but I am aware I had gone through a large amount of Nitraz,Alpraz and Clonazepam in a short amount of time and was already abit fucked up on either oxy, 'done or morphine.