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Benzos (thienodiazepine) Etizolam Megathread V2

drewbocop said:
Similar, but don't expect the warm and tinglies. It's more or less just chill until you've taken it too far. And most of us end up doing just that.
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Hahaha thanks for the info. But Im getting it mostly for trip diffuser/easing purposes.
Ill have to over-do it at least once by itself 8( :D
 
just like i knew no self control at all 18mg no down fuckings are stimulating at times might as make it 20 mg and hit the hay so once my Aerosmith album has finished that's it out of here still think because i lost the baggie and that was 7 days ago just on a dust shelf so could of lost the constancy with weather being so hot
 
Anyone ever get a package of blisters of brand name tablets and swear to god they feel nothing off them?
I take them for really bad anxiety since i was cut off of my rx of clonazepam.
I take Etizest 1mg tablets, but i swear every once in a while i get (they come in boxes, 5 blisters of 10 tabs each) a pack of 5 boxes that do absolutely nothing for me and i end up stuck in the house for weeks because it will not kill my anxiety at all.
I just drank 3 beers and it has more effect than a whole blister of these "dud" Etizests.
They were always better than Etilaam for me, but im starting to get suspicious.
BTW this never happened until they started coming in boxes.

-HOOD
 
I've always got mine in boxes when I order in multiples of 5. Sometimes I get something resembling a euphoric rush and other times I feel like I ate a benedryl. It really comes down to set & setting with benzos. If you're stressed and anxious they can be extremely euphoric.
 
That's right,

It depends on the state you're in before you take them, if you are in the house not anxious then they aint gna do much, but if you are strung out or taking a panic attack they will be very euphoric,

Etizolam is extremely addictive for me, I ate 100 generics over 2 days taking 10 at a time, because they are so fast acting I have a constant urge to redose, I don't get this with Valium or Clonaz or any long acters, the W/Ds from Etiz are fuckin horrible man.
 
I'm definitely never fully relaxed.
That's why I get stuck in the house.. too anxious and paranoid to leave.
Maybe I just need to up the dosage which I'd hate to have to do.
But ya gotta do what you gotta do.

-HOOD
 
HdoubleODeezy said:
Anyone ever get a package of blisters of brand name tablets and swear to god they feel nothing off them?
I take them for really bad anxiety since i was cut off of my rx of clonazepam.
I take Etizest 1mg tablets, but i swear every once in a while i get (they come in boxes, 5 blisters of 10 tabs each) a pack of 5 boxes that do absolutely nothing for me and i end up stuck in the house for weeks because it will not kill my anxiety at all.
I just drank 3 beers and it has more effect than a whole blister of these "dud" Etizests.
They were always better than Etilaam for me, but im starting to get suspicious.
BTW this never happened until they started coming in boxes.

-HOOD
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You been taking benz for 10 years+, and so have I. That sounds like tolerance, I doubt they were 'dud'

The withdraw sucks with this stuff, ye be warned

I also stay at home, and sweat balls when im out in public waiting in a line.

It's easy to eat more than a blister a day, dayumm
 
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What dosage were you guys on before withdrawals? I've heard some say it's not near as bad as regular benzos.

I also prefer the etizest brand. Sadly, just learned that my favorite site is going to quit dealing etizolam altogether . Hope it's not a sign of things to come.
 
HdoubleODeezy said:
I'm definitely never fully relaxed.
That's why I get stuck in the house.. too anxious and paranoid to leave.
Maybe I just need to up the dosage which I'd hate to have to do.
But ya gotta do what you gotta do.

-HOOD
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I feel you bro I'm the same,

Benzos wake me up, motivate me and just make me feel normal,

it is a horrible way to have to live but you just gotta accept it and get on with it !
 
This stuff is not for me...I ended up taking three blisters in one day, fuck me. Xanax makes me blackout, this stuff DOES NOT, But still makes me want to redose every hour.
If I take more than 2mg, I lose all self control in regards to "taking more" I use to take 6-8mg xanax daily for two years, and at one point take 8mg in one shot...If I had dosage issues/abuse with zanax I should have noticed the same with this stuff. Its amazing, but too habit forming for me
 
I was taking 8mg a day 4x 2mg.. what should i up it to?
I hate the thought of taking a blister or more a day, besides the thought of it.. it's expensive.
I guess ill go up to 3mg 4xday n see how that works if at all.
I just wish i could get back on my 4mg clonazepam or anything equipotent but longer lasting than etiz.

^ 4 I's in a row.. It's all about me. lol.
 
I think your the most experienced benzo user around here, I have no idea what to tell you, I can't control myself with a pack of blisters, so I shouldn't give advice on cutting down or dosing up.
 
aye why naught, eitzolam is a nasty beast. i suggest using diclazepam to taper off the stuff while you're ahead man. etizolam is a beast i luckily could contain, but I've seen so many fall down the dark hole of the stuff.
 
I really like it, it definitely helps with anxiety. However, I don't personally see how in any way it's addicting like xanax. I take (and like) xanax because it gets me high, the anxiolytic effect is nice too. Etizolam doesn't get me high, just helps me chill, and honestly I'm not a very chill person. I sleep too much anyways. I feel like I could control an etizolam habit much easier than I could a xanax habit.
 
dstr8427 said:
I really like it, it definitely helps with anxiety. However, I don't personally see how in any way it's addicting like xanax. I take (and like) xanax because it gets me high, the anxiolytic effect is nice too. Etizolam doesn't get me high, just helps me chill, and honestly I'm not a very chill person. I sleep too much anyways. I feel like I could control an etizolam habit much easier than I could a xanax habit.
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I said the same thing with Xanax and here I am doing a taper from Valium 10 years later...

Never underestimate benzos. The more innocuous the benzo seems, the worse it really is.
 
Ugh etizolam withdrawal fucking SUCKS! Every time I feel like I'm normal, I wake up the next day feeling like I'm still in the first phase of actues, I'm getting sick of this shit. I can only imagine what people with bigger habits have to go through, sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind, sometimes I feel normal... I'm still not sure just how much I've healed and the two month mark is right around the corner, scary stuff. It's not debilitating and I've been a real trooper through this, but sometimes I just ponder how much more of this shit I'll have to go through :\.

Sorry, just venting my frustrations :X, benzo withdrawal just feels so damn unhealthy, my hearts taking a beating as well.
 
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CaptainKratom said:
Ugh etizolam withdrawal fucking SUCKS! Every time I feel like I'm normal, I wake up the next day feeling like I'm still in the first phase of actues, I'm getting sick of this shit. I can only imagine what people with bigger habits have to go through, some time I feel like I'm losing my mind, sometimes I feel normal... I'm still not sure just how much I've healed and the two month mark is right around the corner, scary stuff. It's not debilitating and I've been a real trooper through this, but sometimes I just ponder how much more of this shit I'll have to go through :\.

Sorry, just venting my frustrations :X, benzo withdrawal just feels so damn unhealthy, my hearts taking a beating as well.
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A tale of caution you speak. I do pray you start feeling well soon. I just ordered 20 tabs of tizzy, definitely going to moderate my use to 1 day a week. Even then I don't think I will be ordering anymore it just screams dependence. Also will not be drinking alcohol with it this time around as that seems to make me pop tiz like skittles, a recipe for death that is.
 
dstr8427 said:
I don't need to already have a problem to realize these are wise words, and I am very appreciative for them. Thanks for your words of caution, really.
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Yeah man I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy... and I never actually abused any benzos, I've been on them for panic disorder, never to get high.

CaptainKratom said:
Ugh etizolam withdrawal fucking SUCKS! Every time I feel like I'm normal, I wake up the next day feeling like I'm still in the first phase of actues, I'm getting sick of this shit. I can only imagine what people with bigger habits have to go through, some time I feel like I'm losing my mind, sometimes I feel normal... I'm still not sure just how much I've healed and the two month mark is right around the corner, scary stuff. It's not debilitating and I've been a real trooper through this, but sometimes I just ponder how much more of this shit I'll have to go through :\.

Sorry, just venting my frustrations :X, benzo withdrawal just feels so damn unhealthy, my hearts taking a beating as well.
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Sorry man, its brutal. I've got a year coming up on 9/14 since I started my taper and I'm only down from 20mg to 7.5mg of Valium and still can't function. Just hang in there.
 
Thanks guys, the feelings of "normality" are feeling alot more closer to myself pre benzos so I guess that may be a sign of healing, but it's a slow, painful process.

My habit wasn't even that big, I used on average about 2x a week, occasionally 3x, 3 weeks out of each month for a few months, maybe 4 or 5, and seemed to endure that unscaved, maybe some rebound every once in a while... Took a two week break, then made a dumb decision to use everyday for a week... that week DESTROYED me, I sooo regret going on that mini binge.

It's like even though I wasn't fully dependant before the "binge" (I wasn't even taking them for a buzz), it ALL accumulated and smacked me at once after the binge. Sneaky bastards, those benzos :sus:

I wasn't even mentally addicted to them, though the relief from generalized anxiety is a pretty nice feeling. Just be careful, this goes for anyone abusing these. The shit sneaks up on you and even "minor" withdrawal sucks incredibly bad.

MK: It's bad, but I can only imagine what your going through. My habit is pretty miniscule. I doubt I'm in for a really long withdrawal, and while the bad waves bring some OCD, horrible anxiety, and agoraphobia... I'm still able to somehow function, so I'm not in too deep I guess, but it just gets exhausting after a while, I'm sure you feel the same. Anyways, hope things get better for you...sounds like your in a pretty tough spot.
 
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