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Venting The Vent/Rant Thread Vs. You Silly KnuckleHeads Can Go Fly a Kite!!

i got in an hour after curfew and the house manager was standing at the door smoking a cigg with another resident. all the manager said is “whatup” as i was putting my bike away. wonder if i’m in trouble.

i’m non-problematic but the other resident is on thin ice. yesterday they were told pacing on the sidewalk all night is a curfew violation. rules are to be evenly enforced.

three possibilities. the manager writes me up tomorrow. the manager tells me this is my freebie but don’t make it a habit. the manager acts like it didn’t happen.

i have a family vacation in two weeks. plane ticket and all. a curfew violation would mean my overnights pass would be revoked. family would be furious with me. that’s probably not gonna happen. i’m very reasonable.

i want to keep on coming home after curfew. aa meeting is from 10 to 11 and then we hit up a diner for coffee, waffles, and fellowship. yeah i could pick another meeting. one that does not interfere with the house rules. but this meeting has the friends i’ve made.

also they are moving us all out in less than two weeks because the property owner wants to renovate the house. they told us today. we’re being moved into another house that already has residents but is not at capacity. that means i’ll have a new roommate. blows.
 
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hadn't talked to my mom in a while and was catching up and she started asking me about school which im not really interested in this semester and haven't been doing anything for a few weeks.

I was trying to tell her some positive stuff going on, but school is lame and i didn't want to talk about it, so my mom just hung up on.

hahaha, i wont talk to you then. and im not going to start doing the work now. haha your kid is a fucking loser bitch
 
My "friends" on the other town tried to tell me Im in psychosis cause I believe in some conspiracies???? Like, you dont know Ive been like this for the last 15 years? Fuck off and dont try to steal from me.

Thanks for the free overdose dose of amphetamine though /laughs
 
schizopath said:
FUCKING YEAH! Swedish border gay agents caught me and me me undress for 7 pregabs? You think Im gonna pay 700€ for 7 withdrawal pregabs? No, I rather sit that in your retardet prison.

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You really got busted after all?! How many days would you have to serve if you don't pay the fine – a week? From everything I've seen, at least Scandi prisons look pretty cozy, as far as they go.

I've gotta say, that's a big-ass fine for #7 pregabs... and in enlightened Sverige, no less! In my corner of backwards Yankeeland, you don't even get charged unless you have >3g of heroin/meth.
 
JTemperance said:
You really got busted after all?! How many days would you have to serve if you don't pay the fine – a week? From everything I've seen, at least Scandi prisons look pretty cozy, as far as they go.

I've gotta say, that's a big-ass fine for #7 pregabs... and in enlightened Sverige, no less! In my corner of backwards Yankeeland, you don't even get charged unless you have >3g of heroin/meth.
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I have no idea. A week to a month. Had to cover up and basically make it seem like it was me bringing drugs to a Sweden. Yeah, me bringing speed to Sweden. Sounds about right.

Had to fucking prance around naked while shivering like hell so dont give a shit. I havent paid fines in years...
 
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Well, this week I'll find out wether or not that I'll be let go or hired on full time. I mean, trying to think positive. it is a 45 minute drive to and a 45-2hr trip home, depending on traffic. So might be a blessing, or atleast something positive.
 
i have this hard lil bump between my legs and its driving me more batshit, I fiddle with it and is gets me even more arroused.IM SO SICK OF IT! it always on my mind now, it was numb for a year and now back with a vengeance!! SICK SICK SICK OF IT !! i need someone else to focus on it:spray:i need to cool it, def had to get that off my chest, ty
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If it's not one thing it's the next. I can never catch a fucking break.

I'm grateful my friends mom gave us a place to stay temporarily, but out of the blue she had my friend tell me we had to move out on the 11th.

That gives me like less than two weeks to find a place to rent or buy. She even knows that I haven't started my real job yet, and that my insurance license is still pending approval.

Like, if I hadn't just got my federal tax return, I'd be FUCKED. Luckily I should get my state ones soon too. And at least I'll have this week of full time gardening to fill the gap.

But like, that's not the point. I'm still just scraping by, and I'm surrounded by people that don't fucking care or understand, any little fucking inconvenience to them and they fucking cast you off. Honestly, fuck this.

What the fuck gives man?

Can I catch one fucking break that lasts longer than a couple weeks?

I'll probably be living out of a hotel for a while, just throwing my money out the window.
 
deficiT said:
If it's not one thing it's the next. I can never catch a fucking break.

I'm grateful my friends mom gave us a place to stay temporarily, but out of the blue she had my friend tell me we had to move out on the 11th.

That gives me like less than two weeks to find a place to rent or buy. She even knows that I haven't started my real job yet, and that my insurance license is still pending approval.

Like, if I hadn't just got my federal tax return, I'd be FUCKED. Luckily I should get my state ones soon too. And at least I'll have this week of full time gardening to fill the gap.

But like, that's not the point. I'm still just scraping by, and I'm surrounded by people that don't fucking care or understand, any little fucking inconvenience to them and they fucking cast you off. Honestly, fuck this.

What the fuck gives man?

Can I catch one fucking break that lasts longer than a couple weeks?

I'll probably be living out of a hotel for a while, just throwing my money out the window.
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wheff that put my issue in perspective, fuck man i hate you are going thru this, my heart felt concern, i love people but WTF! your friends suck canal water, or those you are surrounded by, dear dead dead baby jesus, @?*$%!$#!`s
 
So the person I'm staying with has a 1,200lb girlfriend and a black/white mixed kid, and both his girlfriend and her kid want nothing else but to eat my god damn food.
I've told my bud about this ,and he gets onto them kind of like the same way someone would scold a fucking cat for knocking over and breaking the urn grandmas ashes are in.

'dont take D's icecold yoohoos, or don't eat D's expensive gelato, he works for it'
Yeah right, more like:
'freezes up' *shakes* 'hey hun, can u not eat my friends food', same time she's screaming telling me that with me living under her roof (which shes full of shit because she doesn't own shit), that I will get the food.
Bitch pleased, i pay $ rent.
So, later when I get off work, & after walking atleast 10 miles, I have to go to check my fucking yoohoos like a god damn obsessed yoohoo fein, but honestly I shouldn't have to feed this fat cunt along with her mixed baybay kid.

Here I work, and all I can think about the bitch throwing a party with my yoohoos.
 
So apple you can suck a dick.. please fix your pathetic auto correct before your sound natzi repeatedly bitches and warns me not to listen to audio books supposedly 2 loud… get your shit together before trying to help out on mine.
 
nomorebenzos said:
You should get the fatty hooked on meth
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I would but she told be that she only crushes up and snorts hydrocodone pills. So now I have to take an extra peek at my heroin sweet tooth against her hydrocodone sweet tooth..
Can't say I trued


Bought vacume packing bags so compress all my clothes, because if worst case and i have to splitt i aint for a 55gallon tuperwear tote thing in the backseat of my car because it sucks not being able to stretch back after being in your car.
 
D's said:
So the person I'm staying with has a 1,200lb girlfriend and a black/white mixed kid, and both his girlfriend and her kid want nothing else but to eat my god damn food.
I've told my bud about this ,and he gets onto them kind of like the same way someone would scold a fucking cat for knocking over and breaking the urn grandmas ashes are in.

'dont take D's icecold yoohoos, or don't eat D's expensive gelato, he works for it'
Yeah right, more like:
'freezes up' *shakes* 'hey hun, can u not eat my friends food', same time she's screaming telling me that with me living under her roof (which shes full of shit because she doesn't own shit), that I will get the food.
Bitch pleased, i pay $ rent.
So, later when I get off work, & after walking atleast 10 miles, I have to go to check my fucking yoohoos like a god damn obsessed yoohoo fein, but honestly I shouldn't have to feed this fat cunt along with her mixed baybay kid.

Here I work, and all I can think about the bitch throwing a party with my yoohoos.
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dude make her apply for my 600 lb life. Think of how great your yoohoo storyline would be.
 
Neversickanymore is fucking sick.. and if this fucking phone asks me to turn down my volume all day long or continues to have the worst autocorrect imaginavel.. see what the fuck is that.. Apple I want swear use slang and divert from antique rules.. it’s like apple wants us to stagnate linguistically and follow some prissy wanna be correct linguistic etiquette. Fuck that cunt shit.

But yeah.. I’m sick.. not C.. that and I have to go to work tomorrow.. because a few things are fucked up and I need to deal with them. If I don’t boss man may melt down and overreact.. blame their results on me and fuck that shit.

I’m hoping I rebound here.. but I’m anticipating tomorrow to be brutal.

Edit: back on this tech rant.. if my fucking ear buds could please stop calling, FaceTiming random people when I take one out to deal with daily life. Good lord they call the big boss, little boss, IT guy, my cg, my relatives, clients, the woman I’m totally into and all at stupidest times.. so then I need to quick locate my phone hang the shit up.. driving me nuts.


Oh and as always fuck the criminal intelligence agency.. worthless pukes.
 
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neversickanymore said:
Neversickanymore is fucking sick.. and if this fucking phone asks me to turn down my volume all day long or continues to have the worst autocorrect imaginavel.. see what the fuck is that.. Apple I want swear use slang and divert from antique rules.. it’s like apple wants us to stagnate linguistically and follow some prissy wanna be correct linguistic etiquette. Fuck that cunt shit.

But yeah.. I’m sick.. not C.. that and I have to go to work tomorrow.. because a few things are fucked up and I need to deal with them. If I don’t boss man may melt down and overreact.. blame their results on me and fuck that shit.

I’m hoping I rebound here.. but I’m anticipating tomorrow to be brutal.

Edit: back on this tech rant.. if my fucking ear buds could please stop calling, FaceTiming random people when I take one out to deal with daily life. Good lord they call the big boss, little boss, IT guy, my cg, my relatives, clients, the woman I’m totally into and all at stupidest times.. so then I need to quick locate my phone hang the shit up.. driving me nuts.


Oh and as always fuck the criminal intelligence agency.. worthless pukes.
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:(

Would you feel better if I de throne as admin so to can infract me? Lol. I still remember that. I hated you but by God I love you now brother.

I've realized everyone seems to be having such a difficult time like fighting this that or the other, the one I admire the most is @Tronica , not trying to get brownie points or what kids call the damn things these days but ever since I've met you, you always seem to have your shit together, besides the regular stuff you deal with when you actually become (in my words) an Adult, and thats being 100. I want what shes got. Stability and compassion. ❤️
Now where is my happy birthday?? 🥳
 
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I've realized everyone seems to be having such a difficult time like fighting this that or the other, the one I admire the most is @Tronica , not trying to get brownie points or what kids call the damn things these days but ever since I've met you, you always seem to have your shit together, besides the regular stuff you deal with when you actually become (in my words) an Adult, and thats being 100. I want what shes got. Stability and compassion. ❤️
Now where is my happy birthday?? 🥳
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Happy birthday @D's !
That's a super kind comment.
Mostly I have my shit together but maybe it's because I have 2 kids and one on the way, and they know how to press my buttons better than anyone. Certainly not perfect but working on increased stability and increase compassion !
But also miss being more crazy and having less responsibility, like 20 years ago, when I stumbled across this site ;)
 
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