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Venting The Vent/Rant Thread Vs. You Silly KnuckleHeads Can Go Fly a Kite!!

If her son comes by and tries to talk or look at me (which he never does - avoids me like the plague) I am going to calmly call him a coward without emotion and get this shit outta my system.
Hope he jumps! :Bj:
 
Son of a gun hooked back on Hyde disposables I gotta get focused enough to try and quit when this one dies in the next 24 hours probably also gotta stop taking kratom going on a ten day run now I must be hooked gonna lock the rest of this one ounce bag up at work tonight.
 
Sigh where to begin. Need to get one out in here tonight.

So I took a little eth lad more than micro though for sure and then proceeded to get my horribly deluded ego & pride into an AA meeting now withdrawaling from the kratom that was flushed down the toilet today at work and told them in the meeting I don't have many pants left because most that were not donated (lol I shop at thrift stores now too) had ripped in the crotch or gooch rather from all the bottles and cans of alcohol I shoplift all over this city and neighboring towns dude literally basically I mean prolific vagabond drinking like vandal madman style (more mature and rational than that actually in terms of speaking) ok stretching it there perhaps back on track here trying to process this active eth lad therapeutically so I also want to spend more time in rational discussion here than on catering to my friendless Facebook account lol I must have come off as a real life psycho with what I posted and now cannot edit it because the phone has been drowned in a nearby public mini lake next to an art gallery and state college but I digress yet again so ya I am in a good mood now actually surprisingly after falling into a horrible one got a Delta 8 preroll to deal with this kratom WD almost got a vape but I need to quit it asap it triggers me to drink.
 
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Eveleivibe said:
When are people going to STOP with the controlling bullshit???? WHEN???? HOW OLD DO I HAVE TO BE FOR IT TO STOP????? JUST STOP???? MPW!!!! "If you don't / do this then you'll lose this" I am sooooo done with it. It's too much fkn pressure.... when is it going to STOP?????
STOPPPPPPP now.....
let me be free ffs..... please just STOP.

Evey
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I hear that sister
 
thought I lost a days worth of school work.
found out my teacher was able to get it.
took all day to get a response, but eventually everything turn out ok (after freaking out all day).

sometimes the fucked up shit gets fixed, and you don't get totally fucked in the ass. weird
 
assclass said:
thought I lost a days worth of school work.
found out my teacher was able to get it.
took all day to get a response, but eventually everything turn out ok (after freaking out all day).

sometimes the fucked up shit gets fixed, and you don't get totally fucked in the ass. weird
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haha I also use anal jokes! found myself wishing some yuppies would choke on ass pennies playing golf because they ain't gotta labor but anyways nice to see teach cares

ever seen the ass pennies short? I died the first dozen or so times I did had to make sure dad saw but ya what is it about anal I cannot get off my mind?

sorry to go there
 
she now hates me more when I party alone. my amiga who lives here too just us in our place she makes feel more like a home.

She quit vaping and now makes me feel awful for continuing to try and have a "good" time with them
 
dragonix said:
haha I also use anal jokes! found myself wishing some yuppies would choke on ass pennies playing golf because they ain't gotta labor but anyways nice to see teach cares

ever seen the ass pennies short? I died the first dozen or so times I did had to make sure dad saw but ya what is it about anal I cannot get off my mind?

sorry to go there
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i like talking about butts, but i also like to tell people to choke on a bag of dicks.
 
I woke up ready for a long run but it's raining outside so now I can't run my favorite trail I have to RUN ON THE STREET LIKE SOME SORT OF DICKENSIAN STREET URCHIN, PROBABLY GOING TO GET SHIN SPLINTS AND STRESS FRACTURES FROM RUNNING ON CONCRETE.

Fuck you rain clouds.
 
Snafu of the Forest said:
I woke up ready for a long run but it's raining outside so now I can't run my favorite trail I have to RUN ON THE STREET LIKE SOME SORT OF DICKENSIAN STREET URCHIN, PROBABLY GOING TO GET SHIN SPLINTS AND STRESS FRACTURES FROM RUNNING ON CONCRETE.

Fuck you rain clouds.
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I like your running style that is so funny I can relate! nice point. motivates me to return to the trail I adore have not found the will lately
 
Good talk right now with my dearest Annabelle or Annie technically.




The gist is one is too many and a thousand is never enough not my line
 
Why do I get so fuckin upset with unreasonable people? If they on/need/prescribed I feel like a fuckin idiot and regret.
Gotta be something more to this. Gotta find answers quickly.
 
I feel like a scuzzball for asking my mom to use her card I honestly have on accident she bought her thirty five year old manchild groceries again today gotta focus on becoming better in little things before big things careless in small things make you mess up when it matters most I read sort of

Like I am worried about her getting cancer from smoking cigs she cannot quit for the life of her but both my parents stopped drinking alcohol they told me dad been in AA couple years now but that doesn't stop my use using their money for what they don't want me doing again and again and again

All I can do is fail to be a responsible adult?
 
assclass said:
I assume they will just migrate
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True assumption. But better there than here, right?
Have ya contacted mngmnt yet? Do this first and if no joy I will help ya the best I can at the lowest cost(s) possible Edit: $ not for me but products that work OTC.

Edit: If ya wanna create a thread on this it will be a lot easier to keep up with.

OT:
Fuck earthlings they suck! Fuckin parasites.
 
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Dudley and Jasper ran out of food need to ride to the pantry in someone's front yard right now cannot cash this premature paycheck I snagged from a drawer in the office at work until tomorrow payday is supposed to be Friday though that is how tight on funds I am

update: if you live near me and it is dark and raining and you see a figure in a poncho on a bicycle with a blue shopping bag it is me

Final ending: Whoa dude flash news update on my device woman found dead in freezer in Cali. Oh and a Florida woman fought off a gator that snatched her pooch

Anyways real issues aside Jasper the black cat whom resides here rescued out of a snow bank in the city might have to go hungry tonight so I dumped out his agua not so fresca and poured some soymilk in there so if he is truly starving he can make due and at least get some nutrients in will fix the pampered cat's woes in the morning

He is doing fine was just playing with an empty seed starter pot on the floor
 
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