I've gone through more nights of WD than anyone should ever have to. I'm hoping to finally switch over to sub and to just stick with it this time, but I have to wait until I'm really WDing before I take it. I've gone into precipitated WDs twice, only had it happen twice in 11 years time, but it was enough to freak me out to where I never want it again. So even though I may be WDing pretty noticeably at 12 hours, I don't feel comfortable taking it (unless I already have some in my system) until at least 18 hours, but 20 hours is more preferred.
That's actually pretty normal standard part of my life, I'm not even really complaining about that. It's the screwed up life that I've apparently been choosing to live with. What I am venting about right now is I've found a way to make this even more interesting.
You know what's worse than going through WDs? Going through them with a sinus infection.
You know what's worse than going through WDs with a sinus infection? Going through them with broken ribs.
FYI, as I didn't know this, you can't really lay flat with broken ribs, you sort of have to sleep propped up/sitting up. It also hurts if you breathe in deeply and cough/sneeze/laugh. I don't have to worry much about the latter lately. I'm so consumed with misery that I don't find much humorous these days. The miserable feeling feels like a disease inside me. I need to make a change. I'm approaching a breaking point here
***If I'm an unfamiliar poster to you then when I say WDs I mean withdrawals from IV heroin.