ShroomySatori
Bluelighter
I'm fine really it's more of an irritation. I'm much more stable and productive with valium in my body and the interdose withdrawals I have when I'm tapering are just not all that noticeable. Prevents the risk of seizures significantly. I'm on the right track I am doing this to take it as prescribed for the foreseeable future. Benzos subsitute with each other it's not like I'm running out, just not on the right med cause I took a lot of them early on this month. Valium requires patience to be effective anyway it's just two days.
It's sort of a calm right now in my life, nothing too crazy going on. Everyone's occupied with the death it seems. And I'm so happy to have healthy food and groceries, two very different strains of pot, roof over my head. Heading out for a second walk of the day tonight. Love going for walks.
I've been in and out of withdrawal for like 2 years now it's getting ridiculous. I'm getting way too much sleep! I slept 12 hours last night, and napped this afternoon. I have some muscle aches I need to get healthy nutritionally first and foremost. Just like you do after that withdrawal. For myself it was a depression I didn't really leave my bed last week. That damaged my body and mind so I have to tend to myself now. Some reading will do me well; something that requires more focus. I also am noticing a gradual positive change of attitude.
Don't worry about my present situation it is horrible, simply awful yes, but it isn't any worse than usual today. It has been better, really, and I got to see my dad the one man in my family who I'm always happy to see. Despite whatever bs I went through he meant well always. I can't forgive my mom, and my brother has sort of fucked me off at this point. That was pretty shocking but what can you do. It's just I hold grudges and he seems like such a know-it-all. I think, tbh, that it is his age and he'll grow out of it. Hopefully. It's not like I'm giving him advice on anything and I sure as hell could. Concerns me. Brothers tend to make the same mistakes and he is overconfident, has already used more hard drugs than I had tried at that age. I sense the internal stress but he hides it well. Very secretive I just don't really like that it's like I'm a secret or something and his friends just think I'm chill when they meet me and are often surprised he even has a brother.
It's sort of a calm right now in my life, nothing too crazy going on. Everyone's occupied with the death it seems. And I'm so happy to have healthy food and groceries, two very different strains of pot, roof over my head. Heading out for a second walk of the day tonight. Love going for walks.
I've been in and out of withdrawal for like 2 years now it's getting ridiculous. I'm getting way too much sleep! I slept 12 hours last night, and napped this afternoon. I have some muscle aches I need to get healthy nutritionally first and foremost. Just like you do after that withdrawal. For myself it was a depression I didn't really leave my bed last week. That damaged my body and mind so I have to tend to myself now. Some reading will do me well; something that requires more focus. I also am noticing a gradual positive change of attitude.
Don't worry about my present situation it is horrible, simply awful yes, but it isn't any worse than usual today. It has been better, really, and I got to see my dad the one man in my family who I'm always happy to see. Despite whatever bs I went through he meant well always. I can't forgive my mom, and my brother has sort of fucked me off at this point. That was pretty shocking but what can you do. It's just I hold grudges and he seems like such a know-it-all. I think, tbh, that it is his age and he'll grow out of it. Hopefully. It's not like I'm giving him advice on anything and I sure as hell could. Concerns me. Brothers tend to make the same mistakes and he is overconfident, has already used more hard drugs than I had tried at that age. I sense the internal stress but he hides it well. Very secretive I just don't really like that it's like I'm a secret or something and his friends just think I'm chill when they meet me and are often surprised he even has a brother.