Sure has been a shitty year, and I have a fear that it's about to get a whole lot shittier, well for me at least. I spoke to my GP and had a bit of a, should I say, "revelation"...a "revelation" that could mean I'm basically living on borrowed time, living on constant fear that if what I experienced in June this year ever happens again then I am basically doomed. I honestly cannot believe it. I cannot fucking believe it. I hope the issue is clarified soon and if it's as bad as I think it is then I'm also going to refer this to the HCCC as well. So now there won't be just one complaint, but there'll be now two. I can't believe a well respected ENT would stick up for that stupid fucking clown of a doctor who wouldn't take me seriously and who refused to do basic fucking tests nor give me the fucking steroids i needed to save my hearing as if it was so fucking hard why she would fight a common med that doctors give to patients all the time. If he backs her up, then I'm going to put him through the wringers too. I know what hearing problem I suffered, and it was sudden sensorineural hearing loss where I got very fucking lucky and my hearing came back. If it didn't I wouldn't fucking be here posting this shit. I don't fucking need anyone to tell me what happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did she want me dead or something? Does the END want me dead now, too? Wtf???!!!???!!!???!!!???!!!???!!!
Why was he more concerned about me seeing a psychiatrist and NOT preventing what created the need to see a psychiatrist in the first fucking place? If that Dr had given me the fucking medication I needed I wouldn't need to see a fucking psychiatrist.
I am so pissed off.