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I need help. My girlfriend id's suicidal and i think it is getting out of my control. Please somebody respond idk what to do..
 
Is your gf taking any specific medication. Some meds or drugs cause this.
But if you are an addict and stop you can also feel suicidal. Why does she want to kill herself?

Suggest you seek for medical help if this is urgent.
They will know who could help or what to do if you want to be pragmatic and safe.
Give your support, be there for her.
 
@Erik Medicaid is the only insurance I have on SSI..Medicaid only pays for life threatening medically necessary surgeries..so that's where I'm at ...but I did get called by primary care nurse...she got referral done today finally...so maybe I will have appt by Mon day afternoon..woo hoo..don't care what I get ...anything is better than nothing maybe if I get in another Dr then I won't want to die so much...
 
I'm glad you found a way to deal with it. It might not be exactly what you need but it's a move in the right direction.
That shows you care and can make an effort to save yourself regardless of how meaningful or not the result may be. think about solutions. That's what life is all about, we have problems and we administer our issues by instinct looking for solutions. Ways to cope with suffering. It's worth it.

We all go through crucial moments and with time we get to see the changes of these small steps we make.
Keep looking for ways to deal with your problems. And erase dying as a solution because it is not! Trust me!
I've felt like this in numerous occasions and I have learned that there's no easy way out.

You can always come out stronger. Easy to say but that's what you've got right now. Give yourself credit.
We are here in case you need to talk.

Take care <3
 
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Feeling self destructive and low for seemingly no reason. Quitting smoking and a history of mental illness. I can't make friends easily and my life is going nowhere. I want to take all the pills I have which would be lethal, but I don't know how at risk I actually am or whether they're just thoughts.
 
Hey, ahint. I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. Sometimes looking at the surface of your life (where it is going or not going) is the worst thing you can do when it is your spirit calling out to feel better. I think the truth is that it is hard for everyone but a handful of people to make friends (I'm talking about real friends, the kind that accept you for who you are). I was awkward when I was young and kept friends on a very superficial level and then berated myself when I couldn't count on them to be around. Through years and years of moving around on that level of relationships with only the next boyfriend to make me feel loved I finally realized that I never really was a good friend to others. I started trying to go deeper with my friends, to let them know that I valued them and was there for them and like magic, it was reciprocated. Don't do anything rash while you are in this state of mind. I'm going to be away from Bluelight for a while but please reach out to any mod if you keep feeling like this. (And I'm around tonight if you want to PM me.<3)
 
True what you said about friends.
I don't one person that I can trust my life. The other one does not live nearby.
I also hope you feel better about your life and don't try anything. From my experience the results can be frustrating and you never know what happens.
Wish you all the best ahint! :)
 
Thanks for the support, it really helped. :) herbavore, what you said about looking at the surface of your life when it's the spirit that needs attention really resonated.

I caved to tobacco cravings instead of impulsively doing anything, so I feel fine, if a bit emotionally exhausted. For some reason tobacco withdrawal really hits me hard mental health wise, so I'm looking into ways I can account for that and ride it out for when I next attempt quitting.
 
I haven't been this suicidal since I last went on a long walk with no plans of returning
I know that I just need to get through these intense pangs
but the apathy makes it so much harder

what potential do i have
what possibilities does life offer me
how disgusting

i can't do this alone
i never had you
i should be retching
 
Abject,
At some point or another we all face these moments where we wonder about what is that that we are doing here.
But this is normally related to something you are going through whether you know or not. It's a phase and I believe it will pass.

Don't be hard on yourself right now, everyone wonders about his or hers own potential. Famous actors, wise doctors.
If you don't question ourselves we feel we don't evolve, this is all meant to say it's okay to be who you are.
If there is anyone that can change that, you!

You don't have to do this alone, you can search for friends, family or even therapy.
We can't simply give up. We must go on and so are you!
Good luck man!
 
Am having thoughts not going to act on them but I've been in tears all day n need a hug seen a friend in town n i just burst in teatrs she wants me to go NA n said to drop into the centre for cofee. I'm petrified off loss n afraid of being alone. I just want things to change i dont want this anymore. Want some help :( just start think every be better off as im such a horrible person n a failure. I dont know how to change thing n feel frightened tp even try ;(

Evey
 
Oh Evey, I'm sorry you are going through this moment. You are full of life, have interesting points of view and I believe you are going through a though phase. Tears are good, because you can put your sad feelings out and I know this is temporary. I have been to so much in life and noticed that some moments we just have to live through them. I was just saying the other day life is so much filled ups and downs and when we're sad all we think are about things that makes us even sadder.

You are not not a failure at all. We are all survivors and I like reading your posts and soon getting to know more about you. Try to think of the good things you've been through. We are all here for you. Remember things in life are all temporary and you'll change.
Don't think you need to change right now, just accept some of the moments we go through.
I wish that your happiness come to give you a break. Really wish you well. <3
 
Anytime Evey. I hope you are feeling better.
Time heals all wounds so I was told and experienced. :)
 
I'm always here for you. I know that life gets rough sometimes. I want to be able to help. Although it's not much, If you need someone to talk to, I'll be here.
 
Good start! Life always get rough at one point or another. Sometimes we just need to share.
There's always someone willing to hear, to help.
Welcome to Bluelight suicalaex! :)
 
I have been away from BL for such a long time - I am so happy I found it again! Life is horrible right now - I fucked up pretty epically and I am terrified and sad and overwhelmed most of the time. Well shit
 
Start over. We often tend to feel this way about life in so many occasions but it's a phase and it shall pass.
Terrible phases of our lives that mark us so deeply yet temporary. Let's hope for that! Most of the times it's up to us to change this, so I have learned here.
Good luck!! And welcome back! :)
 
I wish more than anything in the whole world that I could just stop existing. I'm just absolutely miserable and hopeless. I haven't felt this apathetic about my life in a long time. Even my cat cuddling on me right now isn't making me happy.. I can't even feel love for him and that's just not normal. I'm not okay. Like really not okay.
I don't know what to do anymore
 
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