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You were saying you had high self-esteem a second ago....

I'm not sure if there's much out there on the net but see if you can find anything with Russell Brand talking about self-esteem and arrogance, helped open my eyes.
 
New year, hope this year is better for me, still feeling suicidal hanging on by the skin of my teeth. Few people are helping me through this and I am so grateful for it, more than they could ever know <3 so to those people (they know who they are) thank you more than anything I can express in words. Hope everyone is feeling well and I hope that this year all if your dreams and wishes come true, you all deserve it so much <3
 
Doomed2pain said:
New year, hope this year is better for me, still feeling suicidal hanging on by the skin of my teeth. Few people are helping me through this and I am so grateful for it, more than they could ever know <3 so to those people (they know who they are) thank you more than anything I can express in words. Hope everyone is feeling well and I hope that this year all if your dreams and wishes come true, you all deserve it so much <3
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Hold tight darling.<3 <3 <3
 
Doomed2pain said:
New year, hope this year is better for me, still feeling suicidal hanging on by the skin of my teeth. Few people are helping me through this and I am so grateful for it, more than they could ever know <3 so to those people (they know who they are) thank you more than anything I can express in words. Hope everyone is feeling well and I hope that this year all if your dreams and wishes come true, you all deserve it so much <3
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You too hun much love ♡♡♡
 
Guys, this is the Suicide support thread, please stop further derailing it. It's been taken care of by the staff of TDS on all ends.
 
I am going to have to kill myself soon. I hope my 12 year old daughter can move on withoutie because she doesnt need a piece of shit junkie mother anymore. I am the worst living person on the world
 
usedtobe said:
I am going to have to kill myself soon. I hope my 12 year old daughter can move on withoutie because she doesnt need a piece of shit junkie mother anymore. I am the worst living person on the world
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The best thing in the world that you can do for your daughter is to heal your own view of yourself. You are not the worst person in the world--certainly not because of addiction. I know that it is next to impossible not to judge yourself harshly for drug addiction but you have to try. Maybe at most your daughter needs to live with someone else temporarily or be in a safe and secure environment but losing you to despair would be devastating to her for years to come.

I hope that you are feeling better and can accept and forgive yourself. It is the only way to heal and get out from under addiction.<3
 
i hate my mom till this day because she chose drugs and her new family over me if she had been around i could have forgiven her for her drug use but going 5 years before getting a visit let alone a call made me hate her i won't even show up to her funeral i'll probably through a party your child needs you sober or not
 
usedtobe said:
I am going to have to kill myself soon. I hope my 12 year old daughter can move on withoutie because she doesnt need a piece of shit junkie mother anymore. I am the worst living person on the world
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don't, please! You're right, your daughter doesn't need a piece of shit junkie mother. She needs a mother- her mother. And she's in luck because she has you, and you're certainly not a piece of shit! You're an addict, so what? You have nothing to be ashamed of. After all, you are a mother, you gave life! That act alone disqualifies you from ever applying the adjective "worst" to any ethical self-description ever. I'm sure if I knew you better I could go on and on, but unfortunately I don't so I can't, however I will say: it may not seem like it at times, but your daughter will always need you, no matter what is said, no matter what is felt. That bond is unconditional, unbreakable.

As others have said, forgive yourself<3
 
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