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The Sobriety Thread

Ex-head said:
i have a better time in my miserable life with drugs than without them thank you so i never want to be sober and im sober 2 times a week
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Ex-head, this is not good - - I feel badly for you - - life needs to be something worth living without drugs with drugs being an enhancement to a good life and not a reason for living. Have any hobbies or interests? Or a significant other? Or at least someone to have hot and wild sex with?
 
travelaroundNC said:
Ex-head, this is not good - - I feel badly for you - - life needs to be something worth living without drugs with drugs being an enhancement to a good life and not a reason for living. Have any hobbies or interests? Or a significant other? Or at least someone to have hot and wild sex with?[/QUOTE

i used to have lots of interest and hobbies but not anymore, and i have no significant other either. I feel very distant from my family as well. Most of my day is trying to score drugs and use them. Im only 19 and already have a serious addiction to crack, heroin, and am usually rolling every other weekend now. Drugs are all i have to make me happy inside
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Ex-head, I hope you can really find at least one really good friend you can talk with and share with - - at 19 yo getting addicted to drugs and making that the focus of your life will only lead to an early death. I think most of us out here on Bluelight feel that life is a wonderful thing worth living. Yeah, things may seems really shitty and dead end now but don't give up - life does get better.

The happiness you get from drugs is really only a chemical fake happiness and there is a much more deeper and fulfilling happiness from living. Yeah - I love getting fucked up on the stuff but it is only a little piece of my life and an addition to it.

Feel free to send me a private message or email if you want to email about this. I wish I could could give you a big hug of encouragement.
 
Ex-head said:
i used to have lots of interest and hobbies but not anymore, and i have no significant other either. I feel very distant from my family as well. Most of my day is trying to score drugs and use them.
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Well theres your reason to be sober imo.


I've been sober for a few months now, but not by choice. I havent had a job in awhile so I have no money for them, or even gas to go get them. Once in a while I will go get a bottle of robitussin, but I'm trying not to fall back into a dxm haze which I spent most of the last couple years.
 
i have been sober for a little over 4 months now minus suboxone. me getting clean from the i.v. heroin was semi-forced. i haven't even smoked weed in over 6 months or drank alcohol for over 3 months. so ive been stone cold sober for a while now. its ok, sucks most of the time but its MUCH better than living your life for a drug.
 
In about a month, November 14th to be exact.. I will be celebrating my 1 year of being drug-free. Cheers!
 
Ex-head said:
who the hell wants to be sober
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Sometimes its good, trust me, even when it sucks, dont give urself a wrong perspective of what rly life is, or else you will soon enough loose meaning in what it realy is!
 
Been sober for 5 days.. i feel somewhat psychologically dependent on psychedelics lately.. but after my last LSD trip, i could honestly say i could steer clear of all the other shit i've been doing, ecstasy, amphetamines etc.. it opened my mind to a different view.

I've noticed i've let drugs replace alcohol.. havn't had a drink in 5months. I feel fantastic sober at the moment.. but i know come the weekend i'll probably be on something, it hasnt become a problem yet or had too much of a detrimental effect on my life.. but i know when/if it does, i need to step back and take a look.
 
Blondie said:
In about a month, November 14th to be exact.. I will be celebrating my 1 year of being drug-free. Cheers!
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Wow, nice work! =D Out of curiousity, were you ever an addict at any point?


Reading your post made me think of the last time I went even a day without either weed, alcohol, suboxone, oxy, or dope. I think it was over 4 years ago. :\

I did go 10 days without smoking weed earlier this year, which was the longest I had gone in over 4 years, but I was on vacation and drinking heavily.

Geeze, time flies I guess.
 
November 10th will be the 9th month I have been drug free, excluding alcohol. Considering I was on 90 mg methadone per day, smoking 3 grams of weed a day, and banging coke every week, I feel great. :D
 
I haven't kept track of the exact day, but Novemberish will be around 9 months since I've used Opiates, except for when I had my Wisdom Teeth out.
 
Carl Landrover said:
Wow, nice work! =D Out of curiousity, were you ever an addict at any point?


Reading your post made me think of the last time I went even a day without either weed, alcohol, suboxone, oxy, or dope. I think it was over 4 years ago. :\

I did go 10 days without smoking weed earlier this year, which was the longest I had gone in over 4 years, but I was on vacation and drinking heavily.

Geeze, time flies I guess.
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Thank yews! uhmm I've used drugs for the past 3 years.. I am a heroin addict.
 
fuck... I've been off dope for a little over 2months, supposed to be super sober go to AA meetings and Counseling for opiate addiction, but i can't do it, I'm stoned all day every day and drunk most of the time, i have suboxone and all but doesn't keep me from wanting to get high, ill probably never figure it out, I'm beginning to hope when i become a junkie again i'll die before too long, before it starts to really make me pissed off at myself again.
 
7 days sober.

It hasn't been too hard so far. I just have so many other things to spend my time doing/getting excited about. I'm hoping this simplifies my life.
 
GbizzleMcGrizzle said:
fuck... I've been off dope for a little over 2months, supposed to be super sober go to AA meetings and Counseling for opiate addiction, but i can't do it, I'm stoned all day every day and drunk most of the time, i have suboxone and all but doesn't keep me from wanting to get high, ill probably never figure it out, I'm beginning to hope when i become a junkie again i'll die before too long, before it starts to really make me pissed off at myself again.
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i think you know what to do you just dont want to


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congrats gm im in the exact same boat, had 8 months like two weeks ago
 
Today is day six of me not using opiates. I started chipping when I was 18. I am 23 now. I haven't gone this long without opiates in years.

I still don't feel 100% but I'm getting there. It's going to be a strange feeling, finally waking up one morning and no longer feeling sick. It has felt very weird being sober. I think I might actually like it.

I've also quit smoking at the same time. I never really enjoyed cigarettes without opiates. They compliment each other so well.

Anyway just thought I'd share.
 
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