SummerSerenade
Bluelighter
You've Dan for starters
He's alright I guess. Just a bit of a cunt sometimes
And I'll be fine probably, just had a shit week, hoping things will look up once I finish uni at the end of the month.
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You've Dan for starters

The wee cat that we've taken has injured his leg. He's limping really bad and not eating his food. He may have been injured in the storms but the leg is really swollen. I'm not vet but there seems to be something protruding where it shouldn't be
I have made an appointment for the vet for half 6. This is going to cost money that doesn't want spending but we did take him in and I feel some obligation to look after him
I hope it's not broken..and also cheap to fix.


I feel like I've been stabbed through the heart. It's like no matter how hard I try to be lovely and make an effort with people all that ever seems to happen is that I get it thrown back in my face. It must be something about me which makes everyone want to hurt me because when something means a lot I try so hard to be the best I can be but it still doesnt make a difference. Guess my best just won't ever be good enough.
When I feel down or have something on my mind there's no one I can turn to and it just gets so exhausting. So lonely. And whenever it looks like things are going to start improving and I get excited or dare to be happy, something soon comes along to crush it all again. My perfect life felt so close to coming true but maybe it will only ever be a dream.
People used to want to be me but until recently I've always wished I could be anyone else. And maybe that's starting to come back a bit now.


Good job Don and that's very selfless thinking regarding less weed and your reason 4 not using charity. Full respect



Fucking hell. I wear an (inconspicuous) Easter Lily myself, but I'd think twice about wearing it in your manor, Don. That's grim.
I'm sad at the prospect of further distance being added to what was already a long-distance, um, concern. Though I know if things are meant to be, then this distance won't get in the way, and some day we'll look back upon it all and laugh. Or if it fizzles out, as these things can and do, at least we got to know each other in the deepest possible sense.
The most important thing though, is that the distance may be necessary to secure a future for the person of whom I'm thinking. That's what I must bear in mind, and if it means tolerating a cold bed for the price of a warmth beyond comprehension, then I can't truly be sad, can I?